City Bunny. a brave one so far

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2012-08-09T17:26:00.002+03:00

Hi, you can call me Sha

thank you so so much
for following,visiting,commenting

shouting,linking or whatever ing you did

and please let me know, so i can return the favour
kalau saya tak balas favour, i maybe too busy having fun.hee
know me well through my profile and more, yay!

again, thanks! ♥

this is a sticky entry, bawah turun okay =)

I need a doctor

2011-10-06T13:20:00.002+03:00

Bismillahirahmanirahim

Ya Allah nervousnya nak tulis blog lepas dah berkurun tak post pape

err. banyak janji janji manis yang ditaburkan kat sini tapi tak tulis tulis pon kan

bertanam tebu pinggi bibir je :(

soryyy.. ada 12 draft dalam blog ni yang tak publish n tak siap siap sampai now

2 bulan balik Malaysia sibuk buat ape tah. ah pemalasnyee

tahun ni adalah tahun terakhir CityBunny berblogging dari Moscow

maybe lepas ni, kena tukar VillageBunny ke ape.

kota metropolitan (yeke?) ni akan ditinggalkan buat selama lamanya

in a few months, i will return to Malaysia with a title, a degree & a proud wide smile

after years of surviving FREAKING RUSSIA, this is it!

the end! ahh this chapter will end very soon but its not the end of the book

my book is a fairy tale. i own it, i write it & ill make it happens

banyak benda yang terjadi fo the passed few days

and yes, those things happened for a reason

no, i dont know what the reasons are, but having time to give it a tot

i guess ive been tolerating too much & sacrificing so much

for bullshitting people & undeserving matters

some, that called themselves friends but good for nothing

some, pat you on the back just to be a backstabber

some, put on that pretty little ms.too-good-to-be true makeup

just to be seen as saint.

oh bitches. just stay away from the sun because plastic melts

hurt but true, i have those kinda friends (eww) u want to get rid of

dahla copycat. stop wanting everything thats mine. who do u think you are?

tak malu ke ha? nak jeles jeles kat aku, cermin diri dulu sikit

menyampah aku. nama je kawan la konon

tak payah nak buat drama melayu buat macam caring

friends dont shits on friends

RIMAS TAU TAK

People are lessons, hearts are idiots, solitude is art, music is air,

time is a doctor, religion is way, self is soul, life is rock'n'roll.

busy BeeUNNY

2011-08-09T18:40:00.000+03:00

the truth is, ive been keeping this city bunny blog in the dark

sad sad sad, to see that my last post was on april :(

its not that i dont want to post anything, or i lost interest in blogging

its the time the place and the people (some)

that make things a little complicated

nevertheless, i am now in malaysia

enjoying every bit of the sunshine,

super sales, never ending food supply

and yes, great company

" in either Paris of Rome, theres nothing like home :p "

i promised to update on a super duper

loooong post tomorrow or day after

since i have the whole day to spend ^___^

(bestnyeee bangun tido lewat.whoaa)

this is not the end of the bunny line

just busy getting tanned ;p

SELAMAT BERPUASA SEMUAORANG

bunny loves all

say what??

2011-04-25T08:03:00.001+03:00

heeee

haritu cakap nak buat post, buatnye idok jugok

ok lahh.fineeee

i have just finished my general surgery last week

& it was fuhhh lega macam beban besar dah abes!

pejam celik pejam pejam je dah nak masuk May dah pon

lagi 2 bulan nak balik Malaysia again. yeaaa!

my studies pon dah nak abes. tak sabar nak jadi doktor

tapi tak nak keje, bole? nak gaji je. kekeke

i am now at Pediatric Surgery

follow up with Medical Forensic (blurghh)

& General Therapy (arkkhh)

sesak nafas tengok schedule. tamo pegi kelas :(

the good news is, tahun ni balik awal

practical takdek oh yea!

tahun ni sempat raya kat Malaysia, after 6 years?

Ya Allah terima kasih sangat sangat ^__^

rasa macam fireworks Katty Perry plak ;p

the bad news :( tahun ni duit kurang.

tak boleh shop till u drop

& tak boleh raya lama sangat kat Malaysia

class start on the 1st day raya so boleh ponteng beberapa hari je

konon otai nak ponteng lama2, tapi cuak la pulak

tak grad kang, menanges tak sudah

bekorbanlah wahai diri, tabahlah wahai hati

fardu kifayah tau jadi doktor ni Sha

bayangkan berapa orang yang akan berterima kasih

untuk pengorbanan yang tak la setanding mana ni

jadi SABAR LAH okay? :)

asal dalam kelas je muka berminyak. konon perah otak la tu ;p

right now, Moscow is on spring
the sun at last shine at every spot here in the icy land
im so happy that it feels like the warmth of home
but yet,fresh as the breeze of the spring flowers
my fav time of the year :)

2 more months & hell yeah! im home again
ramai orang cakap best pegi europe
tapi sesungguhnya, best lagi balik malaysia
europe memang best, but only for a week or a month
the places, the shopping , the views
but for a long run, u r going to miss home super bad
trust meee on this, i swear !

so whats new?
lepas balik dari cuti cuti Eropah aritu
sunyi sepi terus kan?

jadi apa yang terjadi Sha sepanjang pemergian mu?

1. duit habis & hidup miskin

do not underestimate the power of shopping
i can die because of it. lagi2 shopping kat Disneyland
aduh. bikin pening duh

after coming back from the magical land
i was totally out of money. tambah kena bayar duit hostel
around RM3k, isk so i have to do a backup plan
which bring us to

2. makcik jual nasi & amoi kangkung

rumor has it that i cannot cook (based on how i look & act)
lack of womanly skills (again based on how i look)
and still a baby girl (bukan baby face r tapi macam kecik r)

hello i dah 24 tahun hockayyyy?
i reti la masakkk. tak baek la macamniiiiiii

so dah off track ni

for those yang stalk (hehe) blog ni dari zaman batu lagi
perhaps korangs tahu la kan, i used to jual2 nasi
please refer :
misi menuju puncak
misi menuju puncak : behind the scence

i tell u this, waktu kat Malaysia
i masak nasi pon tak reti aww (baca dengan sehabes gedik)
tapi since kat sini ko dah tak la orang nak manja kuci2
i have to do things on my own :(
well, its not like i never live on my own
(note that i was in asrama during my high schools)

its just that my mom will try to make both of her children
sesenang yang mungkin :)
things she can, she'll do it for me
tapi sebab hidup di rantau orang ni susah
tak kan nak hidup mewah mewah macam princess plak

but i glad i learn life the hard way!

burger john & laksa pahang untuk jualan pasar malam

jual sayur segar (can u even believe this?)

then i told my mom the 1st time i sell nasi lemak (1st year)
she was so shocked that she told me to stop
she was scared that i might be tired & kurang zat besi kot?
it was a big thing (for me & her)
when i started selling nasi lemak for 30 people (1st year)
tapi alah bisa tegal biasa
despite of muka tebal & malu gila
(malu ok mula2 jual nasi lemak,
pergi bilik ke bilik & bukan semua orang beli pon
macam salesman, just i sell food ;p)

then i tried doing for 60 (2nd year), 120 (3rd year), even 200 (3rd year) people
from nasi lemak to nasi minyak, nasi ayam,
nasi paprik, nasi tomato & the gangs
then to mee kari, sizzling mee, even char kuey teow
to variety of kuih muih & drinks

promote jual jual :)

ramai orang tanyee, malu tak lagi juall jualllll?
takkkkkkkk dahhhh
cari rezeki lebihhhh, buat apa nak maluuuuu
rezeki tuhan kan ada di mana mana
im glad that i am proud of what i did
& never ever get malu of it.
it aint easy for a single penny darling

& dengan istiqamah dan usaha yang berterusan
dengan izin & rezeki-Nya yang melimpah ruah
alhamdullilah, hasilnyee

3. my new baby in town

i finally mampu to own a Suzuki Swift SE
bought with my own penah lelah money
down payment to this beautiful baby
is fully sponsored by me :)
& monthly payment is also will be done by me
tapi sebab mama baik,
dia cakap nk tolong byr la 30% ke macamtu
puas hati i tell u, berbaloi
rasa macam ada tanggungjawab ;p

and just so u know,
saya ni orangnya biasa biasa
takdela kaya, takdelah berharta
and yes
i know i havent even out working yet
& duit bulan bulan ni pon, duit MARA
meaning duit korang korang ni la jugak kan?
jadi with Allah's blessed name & all praised be to Him
bersyukur sangat sangat dengan rezeki yang tak terhingga besarnya ini
& thank korangs for without you, rasanya, tak mungkin jugak
kemewahan kemewahan ni ada hari ini.

kalo boleh nak share dengan semua oranggg ^__^

so far, itu la 3 perkara yang running around my life currently
personal matters tu, 24 jam ada je masalah kan
benda benda lain, love, life, studies
ill promised to write it on later okay?

thanks for reading everyone
happy tau bila tulis panjang panjang ade orang bace
meaning, ade orang make time to make effort

geee
xoxo

im coming back baby ;p

2011-04-10T12:58:00.000+03:00

" baby im coming home, im coming home "

sorry for being so selfish & ignorant

sorry littlebunnyinthecity for abandoning u :(

(dont die on me yet)

thank you for those who asked, cared & missed

i am not super busy (lah sgt)

but i must say i am super penat & super takde idea to blog

banyak gilaaaaaaaaa benda nak buat.

remember i promised a post on my eurotrip?

tak buat2 lagi.

even my new year's resolution yang septutnye post time 1Jan

now like what? APRILLLL

still dalam draft.haha see how lazy i can be?

starting from today.

i will try to auto publish all the drafting

and lame postings and jadi lebih rajin blogging

and of course, blog walking

sedar tak sedar, lagi beberapa bulan je

dah nak balik Malaysia dah

i should be more semangat & rajin

ps:
for WZ, i promised u a little something from the eurotrip

tapi tak post2 lagi kan.

alamat plis? pm me at FB boleh?

saya akhiri post comeback ini dengan nyanyian budak kecik yang amazing :)

saya pelajar perubatan --------, saya okay.

2011-02-19T16:00:00.000+02:00

Bismillahirahmanirahim ^__^

Setelah sekian lama saya pergi,

ibarat macam dah tak kembali2

sorry lah saya memang busy tak ingat

(busy ganti tido, busy kelas jauh,

busy serabut patient cases,

busy nak kena screw dengan doktor)

oh plus one, busy kena kutuk DOKTOR TIDAK CEKAP

(cakap jela nak kata Russian grad tak cekap)

well, saya sebenarnya malas nak buat ulasan panjang

pasal isu ni sebab it will never end

kalo ni isu doktor tak cekap, lepas ni isu doktor macamni macamtu

only people who live, study and bare Russia will know

the pain, endurance, and the stressful life

no matter how we say it, we tell people

only those who experience it will understand

ada banyak forum yang saya baca

yang pedih2 menusuk kalbu semuanya setiap baris patah kata

ada yang cakap rela la sakit tapi tak nak doktor Russia rawat

sebab nanti takot mati pulak.

bila masuk hospital, kena tanya la dulu dia grad mana

kalo grad Russia, pilih aje doktor lain

well awak,

kalo awak nak the best treatment yang takde cacat celanya

why dont you go to the private hospital instead

bayar seringgit (if im not mistaken) nak kena layan macam raja

ibarat naik bus tapi tak nak sesak sesak

kalo macam tu pegi la beli BMW, jangan la guna public transport

we might be lacking in many aspects, but we are as human as u are

we make mistakes, we forget things and

WE WILL BE UPSET IF PEOPLE

IS SAYING BAD THINGS ABOUT US

(imagine how hurts this must be for our parents)

i wonder why government sent straight As students here

if Russian medical schools are behind par in the 1st place?

sebagai tikus makmal?

and i wonder why government approved those agents

who give places for unqualified students?

kenapa yang kami kami ini sahaja yang as a whole, dipersalahkan?

entah la.

ill just have to bare with it, finish my studies

do my best, if i fail, i try again and again

and leave it to God

for He knows best

lepas ni nak update pasal eurotrip pulak

lepas tu nanti ade orang sok sek cakap

tula pelajar perubatan luar negara, tau pegi berjalan je

buat abiskan duit MARA je.

its ok.

i believe in Human Rights

talk as much and as loud

you are most welcome ^__^

saya beli ticket Disneyland Paris

for 57 euros for 1 day, 2 parks

nak kutuk tak?

back to the dead +___+

2011-02-08T23:14:00.002+02:00

Hello ^__^

im back from my best-est holiday ever

back to the most hateful place on earth

to books, hospitals and sick people ;p

my normal boring lame old life is here again, haunting me every night

ah sukaaaanyaaa balik Moscow. suka gila gila

today, tonight i will not update on my whole journey

yesterday i was still jet lacking from the whole trip

and today i feel that my body is aching here and there

naik turun flight, train bus semua rasa macam nak muntah darah penat gila

i went to bed every night during my trip, without even cleaning my face

bangun pagi eyeliner dah menconteng arang di muka

dont do this to yourself, girls

i had a lot of fun! seriously

and a lot of tears fell down as well

at one point my life seems completely perfect

and at another, it feels so heartbreaking

why?

"awak tahu tak saya sangat amat rindukan awak?"

HEARTBREAKING WHEN ITS TIME TO SAY GOODBYE
(where is the good in bye?)

my boyfriend, flew all the way from Malaysia to Europe

and we met after months of phone calls, sms-es and skype-ing

at last, we met! in Europe! dating in Paris, at the Eiffel tower

how better could it be?

months of suffering and surviving

late classes, crazy lectures and nerve breaking exams

i finally get my retreat with extra spices ;p

i thank God for this, for making all the pain, worth the while

we talked, we have dinner together,

we walked by the beach,

we laughed and make fun of each other

and we fall in love, more and more deeper

terima kasih sayang for making it for me

i know how busy you are with work and stuffs ♥

ada beribu riban gambar yang tengok pon tak abes lagi

sampai full memory card ;p

but will be updating on that soooooooooon

for now, i need my beauty sleep hi hi hi

ps: WZ, janji janji manisku tetap ku pegang ;p

Eurotrip and give away (~.~)

2011-01-26T16:01:00.001+02:00

Hello there ^__^

memandangkan last post sangat beremosi

this post will be a happy one

i know i havent been able to blog macam dulu lagi

and banyak gila post dalam draft yang tak terpublish

this year resolutions pon tak siap lagi. apa kes

but anyway,

im going for my winter holidays tomorrow

oh seronoknyaaaaaa

at last after months of suffering and days of no sleep, no proper food

i am now back in action, packed and ready for europe!

ill be heading to Spain (Barcelona & Madrid) tomorrow, via UK

and flying to Paris oh Disneylaaaaaaaaaaannndddddddddd

to Amsterdam afterwards and stop at Berlin before going back to Moscow

but due to Moscow current bombing situation

beberapa bulan dulu bomb kat Metro ni kat aiport plak

dahla kitorang semua nk fly out ni mesti

macam2 problems plak nanti dengan security

Moscow ni tak pernah nak selamat laaa

takpe. put that away,

korang doakan ktorang selamat pergi and selamat pulang

yeah? amin

good news.

i was thinking about giving away souvenirs!

tapi tak pernah la buat give away ni

tak reti la nak buat peraturan ke apa benda ke

so why dont if u want a little gift from any countries ill be visiting

let me know how badly u want it!

lepas balik bercuti, ill figure it out

nak bagi sapa eah

tapi sebelom nak pegi packing mana yang patut lagi

saya telah membuat keputusan untuk

give away a little something

WZulhilmi

sebab dia telah menjadi follower setia blog ni
bagi komen, bagi semangat
bagi nasihat (yeke?)
macam2 la.
terima kasih kaun keladi hehe

kesimpulannya,
walaupon aku tak selalu dapat komen ko kan
tapi aku selalu je bace blog ko cuma busy tu ko faham2 jela yeah
so sebagai tanda ko dh menjadi seorang kwn blog aku yang baik
nanti aku beli la apa2 yang patut ok
cume bila nak pos tu, mebi lambat sikit
dah jangan jeles2 aku nak pegi Spain ^____^

i am going to have a wonderful trip, insyaAllah
and i hope you all have a wonderful days as well

take care everyone
see you in 2 weeks time :)

nak cuti nak cuti nak cuti nak cuti

2011-01-14T13:59:00.000+02:00

Bismillahirahmanirahim

sorrrylah tak dapat nk update blog lagi

sedihnye bila tengok blog ni kena abandon

new year resolution pon tak siap2 nak update :(

ketinggalan zaman haish

i am currently in my exam week

and sem ni punyer exam memang a total disaster

i screwed up everything.

rasa macam orang terbodoh dalam dunia je

and the exam system here is soooo not fair

disebabkan aku tengah emosi and

rasa macam nak bakar hospital je right now

i wrote down all the answers i had for my

exams questions and my friends questions

juniors, you are welcome to come and take those

rasa nak bagi semua orang tiru je.

ambik la ambik.blajar macam gila tak tido tak makan pon

orang lain kelas duk ponteng pon senang2 je lepas

baik aku pon ponteng kelas pegi shopping lagi puas

i dont give a damn anymore.

at one point i think that studying here is a useless shit

its all about luck luck and luck

and that is the one thing i lack of, so far

otak pk nak cuti je now ni

studying is so tiring

homesick laa. nak balik makan KFC :(

just because bunny wants a break =__=

2010-12-22T19:54:00.000+02:00

Bismillahhirahmanirahim.

Hai semua.

Ya Allah rasa macam dah lama gilaaaaa tak update

bukak blog sendiri pon jarang dah now

sorry bunny. i never meant to abandon u

my loyal listener, my only one

classes been hectic

well known, im doing medicine mind u

life been a mess

hurm, expected since i always have issues ;p

and time flies like a lighting struck!

super pantas, super laju

its almost the end on the year and beginning of the new chapter

and yet, theres so much need to be done and left unfinished!!

serious i dono where to start

lepas dah lama sangat tinggal blog

warming my fingers seem so awkward

i have no idea of blogging

er?

ok la

1. i almost finish my semester

meaning, my exams are coming oh yeah

i hate this time of the year, well who doesnt?

i will be sitting state examinations this year and next year

mati oi mati

im on my 2nd last cycle, детский инфекционный

and will be finishing with surgery

all my classes are far far away

i kid u not, i am very tired of getting to and getting back

like 4 out of 5 times, i will sleep everywhere i can lean my body on

i can even sleep while standing

that is odd

2. i didnt get my credit on therapy cycle

and im giving Ekaterina her last chance or im going

to the dekanat straight away to complain

I NEVER MISSED ANY OF YOUR CLASSES,

I GET MY HOMEWORK ALL DONE,

I WAS THERE AT ALL YOUR BORING LECTURES,

I WAKE UP EARLY TO SIT STUPIDLY LISTENING

MORNING DOCTORS CONFERENCES,

I WENT TO CLASS AT BARU MASUK SUBUH

AND GET HOME AT NAK ABES ISYAK,

I RE-DO MY PATIENT HISTORY LIKE 5 TIMES ALREADY

WHAT MORE IS IT THAT U DESIREEEE?

we nearly die of malnutrition and lack of sleep

i feel like a walking zombie when im in the hospital

dont blame me if i terbunuh patient pulak +___+"

3. my hair is not getting any longer.

demmit

i miss my old long luscious straight hair

4. i am saving every bit for my eurotrip
im going to ENGLAND,SPAIN,FRANCE and HOLLAND
i might as well sell my boots, books and clothings
i am totally over budget
(-________________-")

5. moscow is under riot
give me reasons to skip classes
(if i dare to bear the consequences)

6. i am falling in love with Maddi Jane
shes cute, beautiful voice
nice tone, amazing attitude and oh wait
shes 12 years old
i wish i can sing like her, hee
(rasa macam nak buat acoustic time wedding diri sendiri
mesti tak ramai orang datang ni.hehe)

last

my semester is ending soon
i am sooo sorry for not updating
blogwalking and semua semua
i will be updating like crazy bila kelas abes
nak buat macamane
sape suruh blajar medic kan?
haish haish

ps : ni post zaman jahiliah, lupa nak publish

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR LITTLEBUNNY WRITER

2010-11-20T21:12:00.003+02:00

"whenever a believer is stricken with

discomfort, hardship, illness, grief or mental worry,

Allah shall expiate some of his sins" - Muslim

Bismillahhirahmanirahim

TERIMA KASIH Ya Allah untuk hari ini
untuk tarikh ini sekali lagi
TERIMA KASIH mama untuk melahirkan
mengasuh, membesarkan
TERIMA KASIH papa untuk hari-hari susah senang
untuk sakit perit malam siang
TERIMA KASIH adik untuk riang tawa
buat teman gurau senda

untuk insan insan tersayang
yang tempatnya teratas dan terindah
syukur syukur sesyukurnya
untuk lagi lagi peluang dari lahir hingga kini
buat perbetul kesilapan yang berkali kali
buat baiki cerita yang sadis
buat kesat apa yang ditangis
untuk setiap susah payah menjadi SHA hari ini

(23:12) We created man out of the extract of clay,

(23:13) then We made him into a drop of life-germ,

then We placed it in a safe depository,

(23:14) then We made this drop into a clot,

then We made the clot into a lump,

then We made the lump into bones,

then We clothed the bones with flesh,

and then We caused it to grow into another creation.

Thus Most Blessed is Allah, the Best of all those that create.

- Al-Muminun

dari sekecil kecilnya saya

sampai sebesar tingginya berada

tak abis berabis diduga duga

dan tak kan pernah

tanpa siapa siapa saya tak kan punya apa apa pun

tanpa doa doa saya tak kan ke mana mana pun

tanpa tulang dan sandaran saya dah lama rapuh

tanpa paksa dan seksa mana mungkin saya teguh

bila mana niat saya patah ada yang ganti

bila mana semangat saya hilang ada yang peduli

bila saya rasa tak mampu hidup lagi

siapa saya untuk menentukan ajal mati

"Telah bersabda Rasulullah SAW dan dialah yang benar dan dibenarkan.

Sesungguhnya seorang diantara kamu dikumpulkannya pembentukannya

(kejadiannya) dalam rahim ibunya (embrio) selama empat puluh hari.

Kemudian selama itu pula (empat puluh hari) dijadikan segumpal darah.

Kemudian selama itu pula (empat puluh hari) dijadikan sepotong daging.

Kemudian diutuslah beberapa malaikat untuk meniupkan ruh kepadanya

(untuk menuliskan/menetapkan) empat kalimat (macam)

: rezekinya, ajal (umurnya), amalnya, dan buruk baik (nasibnya)."

(HR. Bukhari-Muslim)

sebagai seorang manusia yang tak mungkin sempurna

yang sulit untuk didefinasi

saya ini penuh dengan dosa dosa kotor

dengan kata kata dusta dan tamak haloba

dengan kesilapan yang sengaja

dengan segala yang penuh cacat cela segala

23 tahun yang ibarat pejam celik mata

terlalu banyak memberi ajaran dan pengajaran

maafkan saya kalau ada yang kurang kena

kurang selesa situ sana

dari umur saya sehari sampai ke hari ini

dari bodohnya saya sampai terangnya dunia saya kini

terima kasih kerana menjadikan saya, saya

HAPPY BIRTHDAY again SHA

for now you are a 23 years old girl erk woman?

birthday tahun ini
disambut dengan air mata dan patients case yang panjang berjela
HAPPY nyeeeeeeeee

katakan tidak kepada putus asa!

2010-11-13T23:24:00.001+02:00

hi semua orang

now ni, setiap kali buat post baru mesti mula dengan

sorry i havent been able to blog

sorry i cant blog like always

sorry itu and sorry ini

well people! again sooooorrrryyyyyy

bukan saje makin lama masa makin kureng

malah makin lama otak pon dah makin karat nak berbelog

when i started doing my blog 2 years ago

i only have one purpose

i want a medium to say whatever i want, whenever

kakak and abang takde nak release2 tension or nak pegi mengadu

so i created littlebunny as my little pillow talk site

as years passed, i blog less and lesser

not that i dont want to, its just that i dont have time to

or i dont know what is it to write anymore

dahla asyik duk tak puas hati je dalam banyak2 post

orang pon naik bosan, ye dak?

tapi tula kan.

at times, i just dont have anyone to turn to

people dont understand everything ya know

and people will talk back

blog doesnt ^___^

so talking about life

i am in a very serious cycle right now

why?

sebab cekgu saya sangat skema, rajin and tak pernah letih

bayangkan manusia biasa kena paksa study a subject

for like 10 hours non stop

i cannot take it, really

when i was in my 3rd year, we had this never ending lecture

from 8 or 9am (i cant recall) sampai pukul 3 or 4pm

with like 15-20 minutes rest in between the 2 hours

some of us cannot take the pressure and ponteng

me? otai tu otai jugak but i can be a mouse sometimes ;p

so i stayed and bare the suffering

my classmate even fainted! hehehe

but seriously, when u have to wake up early in the morning

get stuck in the morning metro with a bunch of tall people

(that u can barely breath and full of interesting smells)

out the metro, take the bus

walk your way to class

go to some stupid morning conference that

u dont get to understand a single word

ready for the class and then your "witch" looking teacher

(yang umo dia macam lagi tua dari my grandma

and sepatutnya duk rumah la jaga2 cucu, but instead

still teaching and boleh pegi round wards lagi)

pegi lecture hall at afternoon

NO LUNCH BREAK

(just take your own 10-15 minutes of coffee)

lepas lecture semua orang balik

tapi class kitaorang kena sambung class?

untill late evening and the cycle continues

pegi kelas gelap, balik kelas pon gelap

i can really get a serious gastritis or malnutrition!

my teacher is extra old

oren coloured hair

(which i strongly believe dia dye rambut, mustahil takde uban)

witch looking

super strong and healty sebab dia sangat suka mengajar

suka kumpul x-rays and ECG patients

bilik dia bersepah dengan buku and xrays

sampai kitaorang bolah terduduk2 atas patient files

shes like ada never ending strength and like she never eat or drink

dalam kelas selalu berjalan jalan sampai kalo tertido pon

mata tetap bukak tapi otak dah sampai malaysia dah melayang

if she sit beside u, u will talk rubbish macam tak pernah belajar medic

increase body temperature, hands start shaking very severely

muka surat mana semua dah tak jumpa

she is the one when kitorang di umumkan dapat cekgu tu

everyone else was smiling happily and cheerfully

legend has it that our former seniors request the deanery office

personally, to change teacher (for the good of mankind)

everyone was wishing us "Good Luck" "All the best"

"Stay alive" "Be brave" "May God be with u"

dan macam2 kata2 semangat

even my russian friends were good luck-ing us

but but, i have to admit this

SHE MADE ME STUDY LIKE HELL

and in a very good point, I AM PROUD OF MYSELF FOR THAT

sampai bilik je mesti pengsan atas katil

tapi baru je nak tido, tiba2 termimpi cekgu oren

automatik tak mengantuk langsung

automatik jugak bukak buku nak study

buku yang dulu debu debu siap lengkap ada sarang labah2

semua dah kembali bersinar sebab ada orang dah jadi rajin ;p

on our 1st day of the cycle

she asked everyone that after we finish our med school

which specialization will we go into

disebabkan kalo jadi neurologist ke, cardiologist ke

semua ada kaitan dengan subjet ni

i decided to run away from it by saying i wanted to be a dermatologist

where else i was thinking on being a pediatrician

ingatkan jadi pakar kulit takde kena mengena

but she screw my big mouth on wanting to be a dermatologist

dengan bagi patient yang sakit2 kulit

siap kena buat presentation on that

padahal kitorg tengah belajar pasal heart and lungs

apa kes? arghhhhhh

patutnya cakap aritu nak jadi pakar sakit jiwa aje

memang tengah sakit jiwa pon ni +______+"

i had to diagnose this girl when all the doctors are actually

clueless on what really is the disease or what have caused it

when i go to see my patient, she asked all the doctors

to keep silence and let the "future dermatologist" do her thing

what is wrong with herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr??

uwaaaaaa

mampuih aku la lagu ni noo

semua doktor were looking at me and laughing

because i was super shocked and super nervous!

all of the sudden, it feels like my head was burning

i was then running up and down asking for the patient history

the ECG result and her chest xray

my oren teacher is giving me an infarction!

i studied like a skema medical student these few days

luckily today is SATURDAY

i was very tired and exhausted and bila ek last time i cooked?

i cant even tell ^___^ heeeee

just 3 days done and moreeeeeeee to go

eventho i kinda hate her energy of a non stop lectures and classes

in a good way, i thank her for giving me hell

after cycle ni abis, and get my zachut (credit)

i will proudly say this out loud

"I SURVIVED

EKATERINA RAZUMOVA

CLASSES WITH HONORS!"

jumping syndrome gambar huduh takpe

one day, i will naik heli kat hospital tu

and pegi hantar organ kat hospital lain

one day, one day :P

^____^

moving on

2010-11-06T16:03:00.002+02:00

helo world

its been more than 24 hours ive been lying on the bed

crying and not been thinking well

these past few days were horribly messed up

i have just finished my tiring pediatric cycle (at last)

but ill be having my atestasia this coming tuesday

sadly for me,its already saturday evening
and i havent touch anything yet

yesterday was probably the worst day for this whole year

it was long since ive been sick like hell

everything i ate were thrown away to the sink (luckily not on the carpet)

due to the abdominal muscle contract making all the stomach contents

going up the esophagus thus, leading to emesis (which is vomiting)

i hate it when i vomit, my abdominal region is hurting so much

i vomit and i cry and i started vomiting again, non stop

it became so regularly as when i could not bare to eat anything more

i started vomiting fluid and blood. the sink was like super red

next week is going to be a tough week as ill be starting my therapy

i will have to get up very early and be home after isyak (i guess)

with the cold weather, my low immune, and hectic-ness of the classes

im afraid that im going to be super weak :(

i forced myself to get up and do something productive today

do the laundry, cook anything proper and study, at least a bit

my feet and hands are as cold and pale as the vampire

and my body is burning up

im not used to take medication as i always

thought somehow im going to be too dependent ;(

so i believe that my body will fight till the

very last to keep me healthy and strong again

hopefully, very very soon
(strange doctor.haish)

to double everything up

it is the time of the month

argh with all the menstrual pain and fever

going to the bathroom is like a one hell of a journey

my back is killing me!

i wish i were home at this instant.i am so homesick!

but really, at time when u are in pain and all alone

u know one thing for sure

the people that are supposed to be in your life

and those that should u immediately throw away

those, who are just good for reasons

not forever

There comes a moment when we pick ourselves up off the floor, & say

" You don't get to hurt me anymore."

to infinity, and beyond

2010-10-23T18:19:00.002+03:00

helo people

its the weekend again ;)

well nama je cuti hujung minggu tapi

takde la berhujung minggu sangat pon

kalo korang kat Malaysia, boleh la nak

pegi hangout2 tengok wayang wahhh

unfortunately for us (me) kat sini macam tak de la best pon

nak pegi movie pon dalam russian mostly,

and it will cost u quite a lot

pegi maple? jangan harap la jumpe

mamak jual mee goreng. tak dapat ah

shopping? if u are looking for baju under ok la RM40?

no wayyyyyy u will find it

unless pegi tupli stan kot (pasar).

pegi time square hambik ko berlambak baju korean fashion tu

RM25 dapat dress lagi.

food shopping fuel parking ok lah boleh abes la RM100 sehari

or more or less

here. makan aje dh boleh abes RM50

itu makan ape la sgt pon.

kenyang pon macam sebab minum coke setengah liter

naik bus pulak tu.grr malasnya nak kejar2 and rebut2

tu tak masuk pasal weather lagi

sanggup ke korang redah -6celcius untuk

pegi lepak at the so called mamak?

tunggu bus sambil gigil2,

makan typical omputih's food abes RM50

beli tshirt Bershka selai abes RM70

ok la ZARA sales 50% dapat shirt RM50 nipis gila

add it all up? tak pe la ill stay home like a nerd ;p

well this is according to me, and this is Russia

tak payah la nanti ade suara2 sumbang nak tolong condemn

peace ^_^

bukan nak buruk2 tempat belajar, tak baik mama cakap

tempat kita cari ilmu. kita tak boleh cakap benda2 tak baik

well im not complaining because im manja

i am just trying to make a brief picture of my life

how i spend my youth :( at a place i call a cursed

if u ask me personally, yes yes yes YES

i envy u and u and u

if only i found a way to turn everything around

ill do it. i give my VAIO my DSLR my iphone if i must

here take my ASB saving

just gimme back my life, please?

tapi boleh ke?

nayyyyy. impossibleee bak kate Shontelle

plus, i almost see the ending of my med school

my med life, my med suffering

(to a whole new hell of working)

looking back,

why on earth i chose this field anyway?

is it for the money? or the title?

or simply because i wanted to help people?

mebi sebab kecik kecik dulu everyone wanted to be a doctor

plus i come from a poor family

i dono why i see by being one i can help my family better

mungkin sebab ni aku kena pegi buat checkup mata lagi

gila apa pk macam tu sha kecik

kenapa lepas SPM tak pegi buat bisnes admin ke apa

sha besar dah tak tahan dah la :(((

believe it or not, i should go for art relating course

because i am quite good with arts u know

dari kecik lagi mama hantar pegi arts & drawing class

and i loooovee doing it soo much

my field of work patutnya buat design ke or architecture?

fashion? ;p

even sanggup kuar duit sendiri sebab nak beli barang hiasan rumah

nak beli rumah tak mampu ;p

so basically, my definition of happiness is when im back home

sumpah weh, rasa dia macam surga surgaaaa

the feeling when u see KL up in the air

macam tengok disneyland tau tak

rasa nak cium cium tiang KLIA tu seyes tak tipu

waktu 1st time balik msia time kecik2 dlu

kuar arrival gate tu berlari lari peluk mama

sampai terlanggar troli bag tu berdarah ambik ko

pegi minum sirap bandung kat food court bawah tu

walao ah macam dapat cincin diamond

(am i being too much? ;p)

and u know what? be away from homeland for a year at least

and feel it for yourself! its heaven ^_^

nak kata tak pernah jauh dari family

form 1 dah masuk STF, kuar (sbb kena ragging tak tahan)

masuk MRSM form 4 pulak

so bilanya pernah nak ada kat rumah?

my only escape is when university close

for winter and summer holidays

it is the time i pack my bag and withdraw my money

plan my journey either to Malaysia or Europe

both are awesomee-ness!!

cuma rasanya saja yang berbeda dong

ada orang cakap membazirnye pagi europe

buat ape pagi sana nak buang buang duit

kita pegi kan nak belajar

balajar jela.duit tu kan duit amanah rakyat

yes yes i admit, i spend at least 5ribu ringgit malaysia

untuk pegi eurotrip (3 countries per trip app)

tapi please la.we all still need to get a life

mana lagi korang nak dapat tiket flight (return) kurang RM1000

pegi paris? tak pon pegi UK?

we spend our priceless time stuck-ed here
tengok movie download torrent

while u enjoy your sabtu and ahad pegi main bowling?

i would die to be where u were right now

stop judging if u dont know a thing

once a year pegi euro trip

once a year balik malaysia

for our worst years are yet to come

the year when i graduate as Dr.Wan Nur Shazwani

and will be posted possibly anywhere

in Malaysia (including Sabah Sawarak)

i am going to be busy as hell!

semuaorang cakap takpe la gaji doctor banyak

keje susah pon patut la dengan gaji

yeahhhhhhhhhh rightttt

ok lah gaji as for as im concern

dapat la RM4000 campo on call

RM4xxx-RM5000 kot la.kot

tapi betol ke worth the sweat, the hardwork

the 6 looongggg medical school years?

once we graduated, yeay!

we will be called a Houseman officer (HO) for 2 years

macam dalam tempoh bercubaan,

macam bertunang tak kawin lagi ;p

we will be posted to diff departments

Medical, Surgery,O&G,Peds

and maybe ada lagi i forgot already

waktu mula2 masuk kerja,

all new HO will go tagging to other senior HO

keje tagging ni ikut HO senior, round ward

jumpa patients and clerk case and so on bla bla

secara dasarnya nak belajar, dalam proses training

ada orang cakap tagging ni 2 minggu, ada kurang ada lebih

mostly depends dekat MO ke head of department ke, sorta

the worst part is, the tagging time

we will have to work from 7am - 10pm

with no overtime (or we call in "on-call') pay

imagine we have to do this everyday,

with no Saturday and Sunday leave

korang nak keee yang banyak komplain sgt tu nak keee

once we are off tagging period,
we will officially be junior doctors
yang masih berhingus2 gitulah kiranya
at this time we will handle our own patients, wards
do doctors work independently
wow takotnye, macam kena extend tagging je macam ni :(

yela kan.korang agak2 korang caya ke
klo budak atas ni jaga ward sorang2?
diri sendiri pon tak caya kat diri sendiri
korang gimana sih?
tapi jangan kalo nampak doktor
ni kat hospital mana2 korang lari pulak
kecik hati kang macamni :(

we will work based on masa kerja kerajaan yang kononnye abes kul 5

which all my seniors said tak kan sempat ah

and on call period akan dibayar RM100 per call

(like whattt? RM100?)

bila on call pulak,bak kata senior VSMU dalam blog dia

Bayangkan anda kerja Isnin 8pg hingga 5ptg.

Sambung on-call hingga 8pg Selasa.

Kemudian anda tetap sambung kerja hari Selasa 8pg hingga 5ptg.

Barulah anda boleh balik.

Jadi keseluruhannya 33jam berturut-turut anda bekerja sebenarnya.

Pada waktu tu, kepala dah tak boleh fikir betul,

badan dan lesu, mood dah tak baik, tekanan dah memuncak.

Kesian isteri kat rumah.

itu lah dia on call. oooohhh on call

itu baru on call, tak masuk lagi Every other day call

Yang kononnya Tan Sri Ismail Merican kata,

4 hour mandatory rest tidak wujud langsung.

Malah ada yang lagi teruk, bila on-call EOD(every other day).

Kiranya Selasa petang balik, Rabu esoknya tu on-call lagi,

Khamis petang baru balik rumah.

Saya pernah EOD sekali, sebab tak tahan ngantuk,

saya tidur kat meja semasa tengah buat discharge summary.

Sedar-sedar dah sejam tertidur, lepas tu sambung kerja balik.

Kesian isteri kat rumah.

haish.kalo macamni

kesianlah suami kat rumah nanti :(

if u have the time to pity us

please drop by and read how hard it is for them and us will be

READ ME TO KNOW MORE

oh macam dah panjang aje
so macam mana?
janji ditepati tak?

^_^

ps : u can have all the fun in world
and leave me as me.
but dont come looking for me when u r lost
and nobody is around

tell them

2010-10-22T18:00:00.002+03:00

oh days

sorry i havent been able to blog regularly

busy sangat macam dah jadi doctor ajee

padahal tak pon ;p

the end is coming and the workload is adding up

eventho i might be the laziest medical student in the world

i pay attention when im in class okay

kalo tido pon my half conscious still trying to suck up every little input

i will try to study more and less sleep

i have a lot of psychological problems of my own right now

theres just too much for me to handle alone

apa aku merepek?

ok lah.i promise i will update a super long post

before my pediatric cycle starts again

miss me so much ok my bloggie friends

i always make time for food ♥♥

TELL THEM WHAT I HOPED WOULD BE IMPOSSIBLE

IMPOSSIBLE IMPOSSIBLE
IMPOSSIBLE

apabila dua anak Adam terpisah

2010-09-28T17:57:00.002+03:00

hi,

salam 1 Malaysia. hee

sorry dah lama tak bukak blog sendiri

rasa macam kekok plak nak tulis apa bila lama buat dono je kat blog ni

life? penat dan busy

kalo dulu sentiasa ada masa (or adakan masa untuk berbelog)

kini tidak lagi

balik kelas priority utama adalah katil atau food

bai bai laptop, you are no longer the apple of my eyes

since we can no longer masak dalam bilik

rasanya macam semua orang tengah vitamins deficiency

as a result, i am lazier, suka tido, boros, tak sedar diri duit abis

and due to that, i drink more coke, extra sugar and tak peduli calories

by the year end, i am expecting a 5kg extra weight

that will be visible on the cheeks +_+

just imagine how horrible the upcoming winter will be

as the temperature is dropping low and low

i will starve to death (exaggerate) if i continue living lazy

plus my class is super jauh. boleh mati tengah jalan kalo lapar je macamni

tak percaya jauh?

let goggle maps tell you the truth

see estimated time?

we have to walk,change buses, and metros to FINALLY get to the class

now think about the traffic, pack metros macam LRT waktu pagi,

bus yang tak tentu masa and walking distance

what is shown in the map is from my hostel to the nearest metro station

not to the exact hospital. we all need to take another bus to reach hospital

so are we too manja if we whining and complaining on how tired we are?

see the metro routes.

we need to change trains at the line interchange, min at 2x!

and i tell u, ive been to hospital yang lagi lagi jauh for my class

its like staying in KL and going to Melaka for classes!

kalo kat Malaysia, mesti dah naik kereta kan?

we have to do this every single day

waking up early morning, take the longg tiring route

reach hospital, study and learn MEDICINE in FULLY RUSSIAN LANGUAGE
(nak kata faham 50% pon tak boleh kot, we learn English dari darjah 1
ask ourselves, are we that good?)

NO LUNCH (unless u bring your own food from home)

finish class, balik and COOK for food or else

makan la burger or shaurma sampai lebam

and this year i have 9 subjects to cover

how is that for a life?

aish, emosi malam ni

i believe that God made His plans on me for the best

and the best i will be

if i can survive Russia,

i can survive ANYWHERE!

here is to the pain, suffering,

tears and hardship

a SUCCESSFUL future

ps: stop menuduh yang bukan2 when

i dont have time to give you a VIP service

raya kan, sebulan!

2010-09-19T13:11:00.000+03:00

above everything

i would like to apologies for all my wrongdoings

my misbehavior, my unthoughtful words

of all the things that might have hurt you, in which ever ways

again, Selamat Hari Raya from me

hoping that each and everyone reading this

is enjoying their raya to the fullest ^_^

seperti hari hari raya yang lalu

theres is nothing much to tell

if korang pk beraya di negara yang penuh salji

mahupon yang berpadang pasir itu indah

anda seseungguhnye terlalu salah or u must be sick

saya terlalu rindukan kampung halaman :(

i arrived in Moscow a day before raya

it was so sad that i could not bear to think about it

my mom could not stop herself from crying when i hug her

wishing her selamat hari raya and ask for her forgiveness

all the way ALONE on raya evening was wayyy tooo hurtful

that morning when my father sent me

to KLIA everyone was on their way out of KL

i sat silently as my heart was so reluctant to leave my country

i wanted to be home for this raya but i cannot yet walk the consequences

i might not have the same raya all over again, but i will have my raya someday

i spent my 1st day of raya in pechatniki infection hospital

with my groupmates and group 55, with nothing to eat

and tak sempat nak solat sunat aldilfitri, like always +_+

accidentally kain baju raya baru koyak time berlari pegi kelas

and my new kasut raya basah kena lopak air time berebut naik bus

i feel like crying seriously but i have to be strong strong

on 2nd raya day, i had do my little arabotka

because i missed the 1st infection class
luckily the teacher was nice enough to zacut me.
but i still have to do my extra class on OZZ
which will packed up my schedule for i dono, next week?

called kampung raya kedua and nobody was answering the phone
call hp, call umah, semua lah tak de orang jawab pon
then tiba2 teremosi plak, mesti semua orang tengah best best
then i tried calling my bff, Farah and i started crying
i could not hold back my tears and i was being soo emotional
sian Farah, sorryy ^_^

adding up a little extra this raya
my hostel was on fire
it was like 5am in the morning and everyone was still sleeping
i have no idea on what was happening untill the early morning
it was quite a blast since few were hospitalized and one got into the ICU
the place was a disaster. really
my block was on fire like a few years back then
also, when i was sleeping
it was a short circuit from the heater
damaging all the wires through the block panel
and up to the room
scary man. everyone was outside our door
and we didnt even have a clue on what was going on
thank god we are still breathing =_='

i was still not well since last week
my body tempreture is rising up high and due to the fire
all the residents are not allowed to cook anymore in the block
arghh. we need to use the common kitchen to prepare food
which is such a troublesome for me.
i am too lazy to bring minyak ayam bawang semua naik atas
my floor doesnt have a kitchen. arghh
argh argh. macam duduk asrama la macamni

oh why why.
please let me end this quickly.
i wanna be home for good

ape ape pon
im sorry if i cant blog like always
it seems like my free time is for sleeping purpose only :)
i will, like on weekends update on what is going on

in the meantime, do miss me
and have a wonderful hari raya
syawal sebulan, raya lah sakan sakan

saya, Wan Nur Shazwani bt Wan Mohamad Nor

ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin

kepada awak awak awak semua

terima kasih kerana setia/kurang setia membaca blog

littlebunnyinthecity.blogspot

ini dari sejak awal penubuhannya, em i dono 2008?

sehinggalah ke hari ini

insyaAllah kalo tahun depan sempat beraya di Malaysia

bagi la alamat boleh la nak pegi beraya

nak datang rumah pon boleh tapi call dulu cakap.hehe

segala salah silap mintak dimaafkan.

tengs u all. memang bestlah

take care

raya of the year picture
my new snowy white Pentax K2000 ; fish eye!

salam perantauan, MALAYSIA

2010-09-11T00:14:00.004+03:00

kalo orang lain bersiap nak pegi sembahyang raya

kami bersiap siap nak pegi kelas

kalo orang lain pegi masjid awal sejam sebab takot jem

kami pegi awal 2 jam sebab hospital jauh sangat

kalo orang lain bersalin salin baju raya

kami bertukar tukar metro station dan bus

kalo orang lain sedu sedan mendengar takbir di masjid

kami teresak esak tunggu takbir kt youtube buffering

kalo orang lain raya eve bergumbira buat ketupat lemang

kami berjuang mendesak agar dapat cuti

kalo orang lain menziarahi sanak saudara di pagi raya

kami semua pegi embassy saje

kalo orang lain baju lip lap lip lap di hari mulia

kami baju lawa pon tak nampak la kena pakai coat pulak

kalo orang lain makan lemang rendang

kami makan lemang segera aje

kalo orang lain keje KL tak dapat balik Pahang

kami nak balik Malaysia pon tak dapat

kalo orang lain tiket bus abes

kami tiket flight mahal sangat la pulak

kalo orang lain dapat cium tangan ibu ayah di pagi raya

kami dapat tepon mintak maaf,ok la paling advance webcam

kami mungkin tak semeriah anda bila beraya

kami mungkin tak dapat cuti setiap kali raya

kami mungkin ada test, exam and

cekgu tetap jugak tak nak bagi balik awal

kami mungkin tak dapat beraya bersama sama yang tercinta

kami mungkin sedih dan sebak setiap kali menjelangnya lebaran

anugerah Aidilfitri tetap kami hargai

biarpun di mana jua, tak kira masa, dalam apa pun keadaannya

terima kasih Tuhan, untuk nikmat syawal sekali lagi

kekurangan ini yang membuat kami lebih bersyukur akan kesederhanaan

yang membuat kami lebih menghargai akan hari kemenangan

ada yang lebih derita, ada yang lebih sengsara

Alhamdulillah untuk kesempatan :)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

FROM MOSCOW WITH LOVEEE ♥

dari 8,123.25 kilometres away from home AGAIN,

kami pohon ampun maaf

PS : KAWANs BLOGGER YANG COMMENTS TAK SEMPAT NAK BALAS
SORRY YE.JANJI LEPAS NI AKAN DIBALAS DONG
AND AKAN AKTIF BALIK LIKE USUAL
NEW SEM STARTING NI, BUSY BEE SIKIT +_+

anakmu pergi, di hari rayaaa

2010-09-02T20:50:00.001+03:00

terus terang

this year is the most saddening year

a month holiday is never enough

sedang orang lain bergumbira menyediakan persiapan hari raya

ada yang berduka lara menghitung hari pulang bukan ke ganggang

today is the last school day for adik and mama

they both are now off work for the raya celebration

as for me, my days in Malaysia are getting shorter by hours

this is the part of my life where i hate a lot

the beginning of the new semester and the ending of summer

soon, i am going to leave everything behind for the sake of my future

if the truth be told, i have to admit that i have this slightest regret

of wanting to further my studies overseas
it never came across my mind that

the pain is so much to bear

and medical field is one hell of a journey

on Wednesday morning, i will bid this land goodbye

i wont be here to sambut raya together with my families and loved ones

wont be able to feel the morning eid breeze

and the harmony of the wonderful colors of people

wont be home to ask for forgiveness of all the wrongdoings

wont be, again for the past 5 years

the last time i remember celebrating raya was on my sweet seventeen

it was soo long ago, when the takbir raya was so near to my ears

sorry, but i could not help myself from crying

oh please let me be home for raya :(

ps : malam ni tak tahu kenapa emosional

tak nak balik Moscow boleh takk

tak nak study dah laa. penatttt

comeback ^-^

2010-08-11T08:42:00.000+03:00

after a long silence

im back :)

back HOMEEEE

sorry i havent been able to blog like always

balik malaysia mesti banyak aje benda nk buat

eating, shopping semua ing

i will be updating soon with super long post

for now, ill make it a quick one

Happy Fasting everyone

may this ramadhan be better than the last

much love,

sha

ps : i permed my hair permenently

benci la pulak tengok.grr

what girls do best :)

2010-07-23T22:41:00.011+03:00

selamat malam kawan kawan

ini 1st time guna auto publish. he he

berdebar dup dap dup dap macam nak pegi dating pulak

saya sebenarnya tak tahu nak buat post pasal apa

so meh kita introduce my new family members this summer hols

berkat kesungguhan ct bunny bershopping siang malam siang

dan terima kasih MARA untuk segala gala penampungan ongkos dong

(which i should be spending on books)

but i remind you, shopping sakan itu perlu

tapi menabung juga perlu

sediakan payung sebelum hujan

belajarlah memasak, basuhlah baju sendiri

kurangkan window shopping waktu sales

(sebab nanti jadi door shopping dah)

balance your needing and wanting

8 most welcome darlings of all ^_^

1. hi baby baru. u will be my new snowy white

jangan sejuk macam Moscow yea

i want this, because i want to be different :)

2. hak milik sementara ni,

akan dipindah milik kekal adik lelaki ku seorang

belajar pandai pandai, next year winter beli Wii ke XboX plak

best jadi budak ni, sapa nak jadi adik angkat sha? he he

3. my vintage camera bag

korang nampak la huduh macam 60' ni.

cekik darah jugak harga dia

4. my pink juicy couture iphone case. tak sabar tak sabar

5. roxy lock box wallet ni baby blue-ish

sesungguhnya, tunggu benda alah ni memang dugaan

shipping from the US can be ages

6. clothes, pants

i bought more then a dozen of these

i dont even know when im going to wear

maybe kalo tak boleh pakai semua,

kena bukak blogshop la macamni

7. makeup brushes.

i dont know why im too addicted with brushes lately

i even ordered a new bobbi brown brush set after getting a MAC set

cantiknya tak jugak. berus aje yang lebih ;p

8. a Guess Lulin collection for mom! kalo dia tak minat

anak dia boleh aje take over. he he

this is actually very cute up close, i swear

anak dapat clutch aje pon takpee.asalkan pink ;)

these and some others, which i dont even want to mention

are my new closets residence, much HAPPY i must say

but im spending quite a lot on things

and my bank saving is running low low low

janji, janji dekat malaysia tak shopping dah

tapi just one last wish

a jeremy scott wings adidas new collection
mesti berlari macam terbang terbang gitu :) :)
tolong lah last ni tercapai. aminn

i cant wait to be all out back at home

sayangnya, tak boleh raya kan :(

tak dapat kumpul duit raya nak cover cost

* this is an auto publish, best tak eh?*

muahs

from MOSCOW with ♥

2010-07-22T17:53:00.000+03:00

sebusy busy saya, saya tetap nak buat belog

yeay

lately ni memang schedule full

pagi petang malam

pegi hospital pon, mostly buang masa

malas la nak tulis nanti ada plak orang cakap sikit2 whining

you can ask my juniors why medical students kena cuci lantai

mana yang medical nya cuci lantai cuci tingkap tu?

i dont get it, just dont

next month im going home

whoaaa.11 months here, a month at home

5 times raya here, so far tak pernah balik raya lagi :(

this year i was supposed to raya with my family

but due to my infectious disease cycle yang jatuh pada hari raya

saya belom lagi cukup kuat untuk ponteng

saya tamo kena screw time final exam.waa

bekorbanlah sha. there is no other options. waa

tolong raya sakan untuk saya, tolong share duit raya

tolong pos lemang segara dengan ketupat skali

tahun ni kena dengar takbir raya kat YouTube lagi

aduhai, syahdunya :( :(

takpe la.tahun depan mebi sempat raya kot?

tak sempat raya takpe, kita bedal baju mahal

baju baju (plural)

pakai kat hospital mesti patients jeles gila

pakai gelang liplap liplap gitu kc show off time

ambik blood pressure patients

waaaahh meletop

(jangan makin heart attack sudah)

sedihnya fly balik Moscow malam raya. isk

sungguhpon cuti kali ni paling tak best
sangat membuang masa, sangat tak produktif
tapi takpelah.
i want to finish this quick and very sooonn
dah tak sabar nak jadi doktor (tapi taknak keje bole?)
im sorry again if i cannot fulfill all the promises i made
janji nak date situ,sini kuar pegi sana sini
macam tak boleh aje sebab dah nak puasa pon

im saying this super early because
im going to cut off my internet connection soon
and i dont think ill be able to update and online
i havent clean up the room yet, my bathroom bocor lagi
memang tahap kena maki bilik air ni
penat tau tak.penat nak layan ko sorang tiap2 pagi
empty fridge, mop lantai, cuci toilet
i dont like letting my room a perfect place
for the cockroaches to be partying
dirty little bastards
and im doing all above sangat lambat sebab bilik ni sangat panas
buat keje sikit, dah berpeluh, pastu penat sambung besok
macam never ending

sadly, i havent confirmed my flight ticket yet
why? i cant even predict when ill be finishing my practical exactly
and livan is sooo irritating. kenapa ko tak group nagn orang lain jee
and ASL is such an AShole. asal tak boleh issue tiket awal2?
perlu ke nak kena pagi opis tiap2 hari membebel baru nak buat keje
selowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

im sorry if tak dapat nak visit blog korang lagi
im sorry if i wont be able to comments like always
im sorry if i dont reply any YM messages
im sorry if im too busy to chat or whatsoever
and im not available once my connection is shut down
ill see u back in Malaysia, okay?

a few of my posts after this will be auto publish.
this will be my last human publish post.he he he

take care.

♥ SHA ♥

Joke of the Day

2010-07-18T20:16:00.001+03:00

A mechanic was removing a cylinder head from the motor of a Harley motorcycle when he spotted a well-known heart surgeon in his shop.

The surgeon was there, waiting for the service manager to come and take a look at his bike.

The mechanic shouted across the garage, "Hey, Doc, can I ask you a question?"

The surgeon a bit surprised, walked over to the mechanic working on the motorcycle. The mechanic straightened up, wiped his hands on a rag and asked, "So Doc, look at this engine. I open its heart, take valves out, fix 'em, put 'em back in, and when I finish, it works just like new. So how come I get such a small salary and you get the really big bucks, when you and I are doing basically the same work?"

The surgeon paused, smiled and leaned over, and whispered to the mechanic...

"Try doing it with the engine running."

tomorrow im off to new cycle, therapy

hoping my last will be my best!

penat jugak tiap2 hari tengok orang beranak ni

everywhere in O&G momis screaming screaming. aduhai

summer in Malaysia is going to be AWESOME!

dia pergi, tak kembali oh my bee

2010-07-15T12:29:00.001+03:00

Mohammad Bumblebee

Sept 09 - July 10

Bee, a Russian bulu lebat cat,

di anak angkat-kan pada hari raya pertama, 2009

dia yang comel, mata bulat, nakal, suka tido , berak banyak,

pagi2 suka tarik rambut, suka sembunyi bawah katil,

tak suka mandi, makan banyak gila,

suka panjat katil, suka lompat lompat

suka masuk dalam kain (biasa la laki)

telah pergi meninggalkan kami semua pada

tengah malam 13 July or pagi 14 July lebih-lebih kurang

apabila dia jatuh dari tingkat 11 hostel 39, M2

yang menyebabkan pendarahan yang teruk (massive hemorrhage)

dari kepala, hidung, mulut dan patah kaki belakang

arwah Bee menghembuskan nafas terakhirnya

setelah dia berjaya dibawa naik ke bilik dari tempat di mana dia jatuh

arwah yang biasanya memang akan melepak di birai tingkap

sebelum masuk tido, dipercayai kadang-kadang

cuba mengangkap burung di luar tingkap

bagaimanapun, pada malam kejadian, arwah

tak pulang pulang dari melepak walaupun sudah larut malam

dipercayai juga bunyi dentuman zink beberapa minit sebelum tengah malam

adalah arwah yang terjatuh dari tingkap

jenazah arwah selamat dikebumikan di park depan hostel

sejurus selepas arwah Bee pergi meninggalkan dunia

semua ibu bapa Bee yang terlibat secara langsung mahupun tidak langsung

begitu terkesima dengan berita ini

kami mohon semoga semua mendoakan arwah Bee kami, di atas sana

Kronologi membawa arwah Bee ke Malaysia

Kronologi kisah hidup arwah Bee

Terima kasih Bee kerana bersama kami

menemani kami susah senang, stress tak stress time exam

terima kasih kerana menjadi peneman, penghibur di kala lapang

terima kasih untuk segalanya

the only Bee, the king, the hero, the lion of cats

RIP

WE ALL ♥ U BEE, FOREVER AND EVER

..........sick mood..........

patung beranak enam

2010-07-12T21:14:00.002+03:00

life here is hot, very hottt

i thought as an Asian, i can bare the sunlight and the sunburn

but it seems like the Russians are far off better with weathers

they can handle winter and summer very well. gila amazing

me on the other hand cannot stop sweating

my room is like a one big microwave. panas panas panas!

macam grilled chicken aje aku ni.

how come i can stand Malaysian weather

tapi tak boleh tahan Russian summer?

30 celcius here is like 40 celcius at home

even my laptop cannot stand the heat

walaupon dah beli kipas beso khas dah satu

oh VAIO dont die on me. dont

sorry korangs dah lama tak hapdate

panas sangat semua benda jadi takde mood

nak pegi shopping aje still ada mood

since shopping malls are air conditioned

pegi zoo ke, pegi park ke, all are off grid

panas terik seterik terik nya.

time ni rasa macam tolong la ade snow

however, my yearly MUST routine

chocolate and souvenir hunting are done and packed

weeks more to come, but i am all ready to be on the plane

even my housemate tot im leaving by week end, heee

tak sabar biasa la kan.

sampai KLIA rasa nak cium tiang aje.rinduuu

if u want Russian's handmade chocos

please jangan malu malu datang la rumah

saya bosan la nanti semua orang busy aje :(

i always welcome new friends

if u are looking for a very Russian-ish souvenirs ,

then Martroshka is the thing u are looking for

they called it the nesting dolls,sebab dia ada beranak pinak sampai 5-6

average la tu, maybe more, depending on ke-aktif-an.he he he

dah bertahun tahun aku kat sini, i only bought one Martroshka so far

the one looking like this

adik beradik winnie pooh ni comel kann?

comel memang comel, harga dia pon comel jugak

boleh beli blouse MNG satu or more kot ;p

but this is just a collectible

a true Matroshka are the one with the old lady face

or maybe slightly a younger women but still, quite ugly

harga depends on colour richness, size and texture

and yeah, art skills

they can be many types of Matroshka

many faces and shapes but the most expensive will be

the one without any women faces, like so

this year, i spend so much on Matroshkas alone

dari nesting doll beranak pinak ni, sampai la ke, jeng jeng

Matroshka magnets

Matroshka pins

(maybe boleh buat pin tudung ke? mesti outstanding ni)

Matroshka keychains (amacam close up tak?)

sampai ke ke tempat lapik gelas tu pon gambar doll ni

memang meriah Matroshka la raya tahun ni.hee
biskut raya nak buat theme Matroshka jugak lah.wink

i was actually terpk nak buat give away Matroshka

tapi ada ke yang nak ek?

kalau muka Megan Fox maybe berebut kot kan ^_^

so which Matroshka are you?

ps : Naqqib my classmate came to see me today

i asked him earlier to ask Yura, my practical partner

about my dzhurnie shift since my hospital

is now on remont (construction)

they had a friendly football match today at M1

"hari ni panas gila tau semua orang pakai shorts and bukak baju

and u know what, ur Yura 6 pax seh, unbelievable

he must been working out, to have a solid body like that

dah la terrel gila main bola, kawan2 dia biasa aje"

"and i asked him about ur shift, he said

i think Sha better call me personally

wah wah bukan main yeh?"

haha.why is it everybody keeps refering Yura as my Yura?

or Yura mana? ala Yura Sha tu.
a future doctor with a full package like him is ohh-some-ness
takmo puji lebih nanti gado pulak :)

he he he. ye Yura besok i call u okay.

>____<

nites

another cinderella's sister story

2010-07-07T16:24:00.002+03:00

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

my roomate is on her way back HOME

and i am still here, wasting my time.

(roomate, JANGAN BUAT BLOG PASAL FOOD)

i hate you _E_I_A_ for coming up with such an idea

of forcing us on doing our attachment here

i was supposed to be in Malaysia

enjoying roti canai and keropok lekor

with Bahasa Melayu speaking people

and sleeping in my own comfy room

i am soo homesick right now,

i dont wanna wake up early in the morning

waiting for the bus, taking the metro and

wasting my youth time with the russians

i want to wake up after noon,take the car keys,

pegi beli nasi lemak and hangouts with my best real friends

i want to go to the cinema,

i want to eat whatever i want without asking Halal or not,

i want to shop a lot and and shop cheap

i want to watch Malaysian dramas and

see the little Malaysian kids jatuh basikal like i used to

i want to go dating and feel the love right

in front of me instead of over the net

my precious time is sooo wasteddddd.

i rather be sarcastically yelled by Malaysian doctors

then being ignored by the Russian Vrachi.

how could u let us suffer while u want us

to be working in the Tanah Melayu?

this is sooo unfair.

i could hardly get a month holiday after 10 months

of endless classes and cycles.

do you know that i have to stand on seeing

varicose vein surgery every single day?

i hate my life!! to the fullest right now.

i just want to be where i belong!

even doctors to be know how to enjoy life

please stop treating us like we only

love thick books and hospital smells

grrrr.

ok lah.abes dah mengamuk.

2 days with no internet connection make me wanting to kill myself

i am the only foreign student doing my practical with the russians

how is that for a life?.tidakkkkk

thank god Yura is here together, at least

taking my time off sick people for a day,perhaps

in search for souvenirs.macam best kalo buat give away kan?

semua barang ebay and parcels dan sampai

ipad?heee

homesick! MALAYSIA, nak balik!

2010-07-03T14:27:00.002+03:00

last post, 5 days ago

sorry.ive been very busy and tired

sorry sorry :(

bagi la can nak ambik gambar perasan sendiri jugak
if u hate this, banned "sha self camwhoring" in comments :P

last time i published a post

i didnt even read what i wrote

funny when i finally have time to READ MY OWN BLOG

entah ape2 aku tulis sebenarnya

grammar mistakes, macamana boleh tulis 4rd da?

failed SPM ke apa aku ni.hi hi

takpe, biarkan. malas nak edit post

so finally i am reaching my final of 2nd week posting

seriously, sangat obvious bila orang cakap jadi doktor sangat penat

its a work of labor, siang malam work work work

tapi bila jadi student yang baru pratical cikai2 ni pon penat nak arwah

i have no idea how suffer i am going to be later on

dah tak lama dah ni erk takot (+___+")

baru 2 minggu, hidup dah tak terurus

makan apa saje,minum apa yang ada

tido lintak pukang, bilik dah takde iras bilik orang dah

jerawat jeng jeng.malas nak citer nanti emosi

arghh.kenapa penat sangat sha! kenapa?

seeing diri sendiri yang penat tak henggat ni

tak tahu la macamana nak kawen kalo lepas abes belajar

mana nak keje lagi, mana nak layan cik abg ku hensem seorang.hi hi

mana nak masak, nak basuh baju kemas rumah, manjakan diri lagi

omg! mana masa nak shopping lagi? erk

(online shopping kena banned for now

sebab paypal buat hal.demit paypal, u make me sick.grrr)

kalo kawen jugak pastu dia takdak orang layan

pastu dia nak kawen lain macamana?
(+___+")

well, alkisahnya balik awal arini

sebab? tak sehat berbatuk batuk dalam OT

(operation theater)

last2 kena halau, boleh pulak cakap tak nak balik

padahal sapa tak nak balik weih, tido la tido apa lagi

tapi dr. insist on balik kalo tak pegi masuk wad

dengan muka innocent kononnya macam sedih la kan

pantas aja terjah lift turun bawah.wahh.freedom

yang tadi tu?of course la itu lakonan semata-mata

did i mention am i drama queen?

tapi memang tak berapa sehat sangat pon, so 20% memang real

Yura was so worried, seriously

adekah dia suka aku sebenarnya? (perasan)

he kept on asking ok ke tak.

ohh charmingnyaa siap buatkan air

and harini baru perasan, his eye colour

bukan blue la, bukan grey tapi light green.geee

tapi takpe lah dah takde can nak flirting

sebab dia dah tau dah ada bf

so sapa2 nak no Yura or nak direkemenkan, boleh la PM me

my service charges are negotiable ;p

he said asian girls are very cute.olololo sweetnyee

while Yura a nice boy, Anton (my other classmate partner)

is much much more good looking and heart melting

his smile, his eyes, his scent, his voice, his hair

he is so much a prince type

macamana ek?

erm.macam sorang Tom Welling, sorang Brandon Routh

dua2 pon superman, tapi sorang boyish sorang manly kannn

so Yura ke Anton?

tapi bf i lagi handsome, rawrr (kalo tak cakap ni mesti gado besar)

but the best thing about them are
they all are very excited about MALAYSIA, arghh homesick
the food, the places , the islands, the cultural, THE PEOPLE.hee
bangga bangga (*__*)
i am totally on cloud nine when i could not stop
telling, storying, showing pictures and videos
maybe i should consider working kat tourism?

but hey, when u are away from home
ull realized how much homeland means to u
how much u miss the air, atmosphere and soil

soothing gila lagu dia!
menyanyi lagu Negaraku di Moscow give me goosebumps
hearing song on Malaysia give me triple the adrenaline

"Where on earth can an ordinary day begin in such an extraordinary way
Where can you watch the sunrise and be near enough to touch it
Or find yourself in unfamiliar surroundings and yet have so many friends
Where can you walk amongst giants and not feel small
Or become king and conquer kingdoms all in a day
Where can you feel the core of the earth and be soothed by its wonders
Or be in the presence of a stranger and yet feel so close
Where can you mingle with the oldest races and be right at home"

tomorrow will be a last day at surgical department
surely i am going to miss makcik gemok
emo tak tentu hala kat wound dressing
gila apa orang tua tu sikit2 nak marah, dia aje yang betol semua
kalo dah geliga sangat tu, asal makcik je tak jadi head of department?
kalo wound cleaning pon nak tunggu doctor datang
sampai aku beranak baru siap semua keje kot
i am a medical student, I KNOW WHAT IT MEANS BY STERILIZATION
tak payah nak maki hamun tolak orang lain boleh tak?
bila kena sound dengan doctor nak buat muka pulak
kalo lawaa takkpeeeeeeeeeeeee
padan muka doctor marah, serves you right
ill be back makcik, someday when i am a doctor.siap la

i am going to miss Shahsh,Livan,Bella,Kola,Nastia,Anya,Nascha
apa benda lagi nama korang tak ingat la
gulyash,akaroshka or apa kot.hee
i hope to be seeing u all again in O&G
but most of all ~

I MISS HOME.
homesick homesick!

ps: my dearest friends,
sorry kalo lama tak dapat nak visiting2 blog korangs
saya berjanji akan langsaikan semua
hutang piutang keliling pinggang dengan asap
mintak maaf, tolong la jangan tak kawan saya
isk isk

5 more wasting weeks

2010-06-24T13:12:00.001+03:00

today is my 4rd day of practical here in Moscow

from surgical department to therapy department

and end with wowowo Obs & Gyne

in Perviy Goradskaya Bolnitsa and one in the Dinama

truth be told. i dislike the idea of doing my practicals here

(ill b a Malaysian doctor anyways, keje kat Malaysia jugak nanti

so why on earth do you have to force us doing our attachment here

we are supposed to be on holidays! its summer already!!)

ape ape lah.

i think that practical here are just a waste of time
dah la penat nak mampus tak tahu asal
balik je mesti rasa macam keje tar jalan je letih dia

my doctor in charge are to busy doing ward rounds

and surgeries and doc's stuffs

sampai kitaorang memang diabaikan. lagi2 foreigners
buat kat Malaysia kena abai la jugak
tapi at least kat Malaysia ada jugak roti canai ke, teh tarik ke
kat cafe hospital nak pegi buang masa pon
kat sini? McD? arghh bosannya!

seeing my juniors packing and busy going to Arbat buying souvenir

is such a heart breaker.

(even roomate baru aje keluar pergi tengok circus?grr)

i wanna go home! nak KFC nak KFC!!

so, my everyday starts at 8.30am

walking from home at 7.30am , bus and metro journey

so sampai lebih kurang on time

change into srubs, like so

surgery cap bukan macam ni, kalo lupa bawak
terpaksa la pakai macam shower cap ni
bulat and hudus

ok, tak la sangat, lupa plak mula2 ade conference

conference bosan discuss pasal yesterday

surgeries ended around 9.30 or less

lama ke tak, depends on cases and doctors,

jenis skema ke jenis chill out

abes aje, up to 4th floor, on 1st surgical departmnet

oh, lupa pulak nak kaci tau.hehe

in our group, ade 9 orang bakal2 doctor yang berwibawa

sorang lagi (me) yang kurang sikit wibawa sebab pemalas

eventho i am currently my group leader. amazing kan?

since we are not so often communicate with russians students

sebab obviously our russian language sucks

melainkan yang top2 scorer tu sebab diorang memang otak geliga bebeno

so my doctor decided to separate
foreign students into russian group so we can know learn better
tapi persoalannya, better ke?

i was put into 414A, alone and scared
like my other groupmates, we wanted to at least being put in pair
so takde la macam blur abes sebab tak fluent russian
tapi nak buat macamana life must go on

1st day was ok.
group A maksudnye budak2 cemerlang
so dalam hati dah risau kalo diorang tak ambik port
i was introduced to my russian group by the group leader
gila cuak aku aje sorang yang paling pendek
Bella, tak tinggi sangat, blue eyes, light brown curly hair
was the 1st person to say "Hi"
the guys were excited to have a new girl in the group
tapi they dont talk much, tanya nama pastu susah gila
diorang nak sebut Shazwani belit2 lidah
dah la masing2 tinggi macam KLCC sakit leher aku

sedihnye, aku masih lagi tak ingat nama semua orang
hehe.yang ensem2 saje aku ambik kesah.hehe.

1st day balik awal, after doctor attended cakap
today just nak kenalkan departmnet
tomorrow, everyone will be paired into 2, randomly
and do different works and doctor stuffs

so now, i am being paired with Yura,
he has blue grey-ish eyes,dark brown messy hair
super tall, and husky man voice

more of like so, just lighter eye color
handsome kan? i must say we were a bit awkward
bila kena attached together. he just continuously smiling
dari awal pagi tu, sampai la last2 dia give up jugak
after few hours of silence, dia start borak2
he told me his english is not so good
tapi obviously better than my russian
he tried so hard to talk in english
sian dia macam terseksa gila nak sebut satu2

i tried to reply him back in russian,
but he is still answering me in english
or a very simple russian, slowly and loudly
rasa macam budak tadika la pulak kan

2 days doing practical with him was fun
he asked me a lot about malaysia
and i am very proud when i talk about my country
dia sangat lah baik tunggu aku setiap masa
doctor tanya soalan pon, dia tolong jawab
doctor suruh ambik barang dia insist on taking
semua lah dia nak buat

aku duk goyang kaki main iphone aje adelah kot
dari patient history sampai la ward rounds,
semua dia tanya if i can do, if lapar ke, if penat ke
rasa macam boss pulak aku ni

ok la.takmo la bagi korang jeles sangat
hehe.will update on others later
puji banyak sangat ni kang ade yang jeles ni pulak

hari balik awal, yay! nak tidoo!!

CITI BANK err CITI BUNNY IS BACK

2010-06-22T16:30:00.001+03:00

helo world!

uwarghh! it feels like im back form the dead (dracula)

those yang mengikuti perkembangan citi bunny must know

yang citi bunny tak berkembang beberapa hari (a week maybe?)

thanks for concerning,asking,ym-ing,email-ing,sms-ing,formspring-ing

(anta surat je takde) on why i closed my blog.

saya sehat,breathing and shopping like always

just a few days back was really a hell couple of days.

like i said in my twitter that i feel totally fucked up

my life, my studies everything everywhere seem so wrong

and sometimes, there are things that i cannot handle

when i do, i tend to get emotionally distress and do stupid things

nasib baik exam tak fail aje ;P

apa yang terjadi tak dapat diungkapkan dengan kata2

i hope and pray it will pass and will never happen again,yay!

(mesti korang pk kan ape benda la yang jadi kan.hee)

i miss my blog so much! so so much!

and u, yes u and all my blogging friends

if u missed me, let me know so i can perasan.hehe

im back for more! soon

ps: mood penat practical kat hospital.later update post baru yeah

Ahad terpaling terbenci, Ahad ini!

2010-06-14T23:14:00.003+03:00

so its me, midnight,
doing nothing else other then burning time

im sorry that i did not find space

for myself to be blogging like i normally do

exams keeping me busy with thick unfinished books

and hell too many medical facts to digest

Sundays are NOT for play, anymore

ill be sitting my top most avoided Neurology paper

the ultimate knowledge lacking,brain smashing and heart breaking

exam for this semester

i am one VERY LUCKY girl if i pass the paper

seriously, i have no mood on doing anything

theres only one thing ive been aiming at this point

flying back home - early August

i dono if I AM brave enough to be taking

Neurology this coming weekend

please, please pretty please

just let me pass. please

KATEKAN TIDAK KEPADA
NEUROLOGY AND NEUROSURGERY

impian saya nak jadi DR yang vogue
yang berkhidmat dengan cekap dan tepat
dan

yang sentiasa shopping walaupon tangan berbalut tebal

doakan lah saya lepas paper kali ni.isk isk

u ask me, i tell u

2010-06-12T12:16:00.005+03:00

hi people

how my dearest are doing today?

mungkin pada post yang lepas,

ada sedikit kekesalan sebab last paper tak jawab dengan sesungguhnya

tetapi, melayu itu mudah lupa

walaupon sedar diri nak exam ahad ni, tapi tetap jugak nak berblog

what can i say? its in the blood

atas dasar inbox formspring dah penuh,

awards tak post lagi (will do it right after this posting)

i decided to make a looongg post on QA citybunny's formspring

untuk SOALAN PALING BANYAK DIULANG TANYA

DAN SOALAN PALING RARE DITANYA

jom!

(soalan2 yang lebih kurang akan dijawab together2 okeh?)

1. sha je ke?ur full name? tinggal mana?

orang mana? asal mana?

tell me about urself? who are u?

kenapa muka macam cina?

haha.nama penuh saya ialah Wan Nur Shazwani bt Wan Mohamad Nor

saya dilahirkan pada 21 November 1987 di Hospital Besar Kuala Terengganu,

tetapi dibesarkan di Kuantan, Pahang.

tinggi 158cm (dalam passport) berat 46kg (mungkin dah berat lagi)

rabun jauh,kuat makan,suka tido,study malas

saya menetap di Bukit Bay Route,Kuantan Pahang

bersama mama papa dan seorang adik lelaki ensem (playboy) berusia 13 tahun

ya, beza 10 tahun dan saya hanya mempunyai seorang adik

ya, time raya memang banyak pasang baju raya sebab tak payah nak berebut

(tapi ni dah kali ke 4?5? saya beraya di luar negara, so takde la best pon)

saya adalah campuran cina + melayu dari kedua-dua belah side of the family

so no wonder lah mata saya sepet. muka saya bulat,

hidung saya tidak mancung tapi adik saya Wan Amirul Shahmi,

however, tidak

tapi nak saya jelaskan kat sini,

dulu saya memang selalu tak puas hati sebab orang cakap saya cina cina

amoi amoi, tapi now, tidak lagi

people can call me or say whatever, i dont care

i am proud of who i am, i was and will be

tak cantik takpe, saya sempurna tak cacat terencat ;)

2. sekolah menengah kat mana? belajar apa? famous tak kat sekolah?

awak so so ke gile hebat ah? gedik ke?

ko ke yang aku jumpe time lawan chess?

CLICK for zaman sekolah

saya form 1-2 1/2 di Sekolah Tun Fatimah, JB

form 2 1/2 - form 4 2 minggu di Sultan Abu Bakar School,Kuantan

form 4 2 minggu - tamat SPM di MRSM Kuala Terengganu

kini saya menuntut di Russian State Medical University, Moscow

dalam Bachelor of Medicine (MD)

kat sekolah tak famous, boleh blah r sikit

pernah jadi pengawas, PRS (pembimbing rakan sebaya)

atlit sekolah (100M, 100Mx4) lebih tak boleh

pembimbing akademik (PA) untuk English

choral speaker, school debater, drama queen (hehe)

ye,school chess player (sapa tanya soalan ni?

adakah yang lawan 2nd round kalah tu?

reveal lah diri anda, kita lawan lagi skali jom)

choir group, band girl, public speaker

yang lain kurang pasti dah

gedik jugak boleh tahan la,

dulu kat MRSM orang panggil ShaKoy

saya tak boleh/kaki bangku dalam outdoor games

(netball, handball contohnye)

i do only indoor games or lari lari sahaja

however, kat sini saya anti social and sangat pathetic

i just dont know why :(

3. dah ade bf? sape pakwe ko?dah berpunya?

suka lelaki macam mana? bila nak kawin?

gatal ke? dah banyak kali couple?

playgirl tak? ko bajet ko hot?

CLICK for sayang's blog

sejak 4 tahun lepas, hati saya telah dimiliki oleh

jejaka yang bernama Mohd Hanif b Md Yusuf,

beliau berusia 24 tahun, dilahirkan pada 12 Mei 1986 di Kuala Lumpur,

di besarkan di Ampang, Selangor bersama 3 lagi adik2 genius

(semua lelaki, 2 still single)

menamatkan zaman sekolah (bujang tak tamat lagi)

di Malay College Kuala Kangsar (MCKK) dan zaman universiti

di Universiti Teknikal Malaysia Melaka (UTeM)

dalam Ijazah Sarjana Muda Kejuruteraan Mekanikal (Automotive)

dengan cemerlang dan meneruskan kerjaya beliau

di SAPURA Tech. Center, Bangi, Selangor sehingga kini

ramai yang cakap kitorang macam adik beradik

kalo pegi mana2, orang tak syak bukan2.hehe

CLICK to know him

he is my longest lover so far, which i amazingly

sangat tak percaya dah boleh 4 tahun long distance

walaupon kami mungkin antara pasangan

paling banyak bergado dalam dunia

ratio is around 5 kali seminggu, and 3-4 jam sehari

mungkin kurang kalo balik malaysia sebab face to face

tetapi akan disertai dengan drama sebabak yang u dont wanna know

saya suka lelaki yang pakai spec,

Chinese look (korean jepun sapa tak suke weih),

pandai, well planned, well organized,comel

berani, outspoken, bertanggungjawab

romantika, full of suprises, loyal

easy going, masuk kandang kambing mengembek, harimau mengaum

stand up for me, himself and always trying to improve

banyak lagi, tapi cukup la kot

i must say people will go for look 1st

sapa cakap tak memang tipu,

tapi setelah beberapa kali kapel saya realized

pretty face wont bring u anywhere, it will grow old and thats it

choose what u need, not what u want

nak kawin ASAP kalo diizinkan, so doa-doakan la yeh

saya dah tak gatal,insaf

sebelum ni dah banyak kali couple tapi tak pernah ambik serious

i hope this will be my last and forever

saya tak hot.and saya selalu rasa

insecure sebab pakwe saya hot

4. bila balik malaysia? apa selalu bt kalo balik?

jom jumpa nak? berapa lama cuti? nak pegi mana?

cuti biasanya pegi mana? berapa kali balik malaysia?

saya akan pulang terbang ke tanah air awal AUGUST

hoyeh hoyeh lepas setel semua final paper sem ni lah

biasanya cuti dalam 2 bulan tapi sebab tahun ni

kena paksa buat attachment kat sini so grr

saya wajib balik malaysia setahun sekali

2 kali setahun kalo dah tak tahan rindu

sekali pada summer hols (july-aug)

and mebi pada winter hols (dec-jan)

kalo tak balik winter hols akan ke eropah membuang duit

tahun ni melawat Italy, Austria

tahun depan? tak pasti lagi

kalo cuti di malaysia, biasanya akan

CLICK untuk kronologi balik Malaysia

CLICK untuk kronologi balik Malaysia 2

practical-ing!

(Hospital Serdang)

eating!

shopping!

dating! ♥

reunion-ing!

part time modeling! hehe

nak jumpa? jom!

5. ada FB tak? ade friendster tak?

ada ym tak? macamana nak contek?

bagi no hp boleh?

FB ada, tapi for the time being dah deactived
why? entah la i dont facebooking a lot
friendster pon takde.semua pon takde.
im a loner ;p
got twitter btw, feel free to join me!
contek la me through YM (if u got)
sorry but i maybe dont approve strangers
dont want people talking and asking nasty things
faham kan? let me know you are my friends ok
or else tweet me, ill be your friend *wink*

no tepon tak boleh lah.hee
lagipon im using russian no, nak ke sapa2 call?
mahalllllll

6. why do u shop a lot? kenapa suka membazir?

duit banyak sgt ke ko ni? anak org kaya ke? mak ayah keje ape?

berapa banyak belanje sebulan?bf x pokai ke?

apa benda yang ko beli ni duit sendiri ke?

i shop a lot because that is what i love to do!
korang suke buat ape? kumpul setem?
i like to shop shop shop
dari kecik lagi, just the thing is, time tu mana ada duit lagi
lepas dah datang sini, dapat elaun, pegang duit sendiri
suka lah! tak bebankan family, help them as much

berapa belanja sebulan adalah dirahsiakan.hehe
i spent a lot on online shopping!
clothes, shoes, watches, handbags, purses
lenses, and even makeups! padahal tak tahu bila nak pakai
bila kuar jalan2 sini, spending kat food and clothes
makanan sini mahallllllllllllaaaaaaaa

balik malaysia banyak obligations, tolong la sikit2 belanja adik
treat family with dinners and shopping sikit2.
so eventho i shop a lot, i save pon alot
my aim is lepas abes belajar, my saving money akan cukup
untuk tanggung diri sendiri wherever i will be sent to
entah2 nanti nak kawin terus ke kan, so duit dah ada.yay!

bf tak pokai kot.because believe it or not.
i rarely use his money.i spent my own for whatever i want
dia best lagi adelah.whatever i think lawa ajee.belikann
best tak best tak?

mama kerja as Guru Penolong Kanan (GPK) in Kuantan
papa used to work as a Junior Executive at TM malaysia
stop and open his own company, sorta jadi contractor which
i dont quite faham sangat keje dia
just dia selalu in and out
adik? jobless

so far semua baju2 bertimbun i bought with my own money
i feel responsible for my own spending sebab dah tua ni kan.hehe
so my pink comel Vaio lappie ni, my IPhone, my IRiver mp4
my Samsung Touch, my bro's 5310 nokia,
my Gucci shades (sumpah dah nyesal beli), brother's PSP

helo ROME!

even my Europe trip pegi Rome,Milan,Venice,Vienna,Capri Island
is all on me! so how is that for a saving?

CLICK untuk jalan2 Eropah 1

CLICK untuk jalan2 Eropah 2

CLICK untuk jalan2 Eropah 3

CLICK untuk jalan2 Eropah 4

next in turn, Ipad and Pentax white

CLICK untuk misi jual nasi lemak

CLICK untuk misi jual nasi lemak 2

how i save? if saya takde duit.
saya tak malu untuk berusaha cari gimana
i used to sell nasi lemak, dan berbagai sebab over spending
extra? i save for future. my secret ;)

7. fav question!

baju and topi kat atas beli mana! hehe

my banner punyer coat tu beli kat H&M, Metropolis, Moscow
harga? lebih kurang RM300

topi (topi ke?) tu beli kat Esprit, Moscow
harga? lebih kurang RM150

seluar is from Bershka, Moscow
harga? lebih kurang RM100

leather gloves from Accessorize, Moscow
harga? lebih kurang RM160 tapi sales 50%

kasut, best part beli kat Times Square
harga? 2 for RM50.hee

lepas ni. nak buat soalan2 mencabar pulak.
banyak lagi tak jawab

take care!
thanks for asking

ps : besok Ahad. besok exam = Ahad EXAM!

Examination - tips,tricks, clinical pictures

2010-06-08T21:25:00.001+03:00

rentetan (betul ke eja?asal macam lain macam)

dari exam shock yang baru aje lepas

mari kita usha usha apa yang perlu,

tidak ataupon harus terjadi pada hari peperiksaan

seminggu sebelum exam

1.gelak tawa tak terhingga

2.download movie2 baru (atau korang mebi pegi

tengok wayang terus apa barang tengok guna laptop. tak huge arr)

3.janji pada diri sendiri kali malam karang nak study betol2

just now ni nak rest kejap.kejappp aje.ala besok ada

4.takpe la buat blog kejap ajee.pastu petang kuar

pegi usha spring collection baru kejap ajee

eh tak beli la.window shopping kejap ajee (kononlah)

5.alamak dah pukul 3, takpe pukul 4 lah study.

nap kejap.tak masuk ni kalo otak tak fresh

6.(terbangun dari nap) shit! dah pukul 7.

takpe lah.malam karang lah.

3 hari sebelum exam

1.tulis2 status kat FB, tweet "OMG,please gimme more time"

2.emosi tak stabil, call bf salah sikit nak marah

"u tak angkat hp pegi mana.orang nak exam ni.macamni la u.majuk"

3.beli stock food.

frozen pizza,lasagna,roti Harry's, green tea (good for detox)

4.risau tapi tak de mood nak study, cuba kaco2 orang

"beb ko dah study belom? cuak seh"

5.makan kismis banyak2.biar ilmu cepat serap

malam sebelum exam

1.mandi tak basah (tak mandi kalo air panas takde.hihi)

tido dah tak boleh dah.mimpi ngeri

(contohnya cekgu bagi fail, baling kertas)

makan makin berselera, makin cepat lapar. makin malas masak

biasanya memang tak masak terus.100% bergantung pada meggi dan roti

2.paksa bf teman.keji taknak stay up sorang2

kalo dia mengantuk paksa dia tengok xray skali

3.sembahyang subuh di awal waktu

solat wajib sunat lebih khusyuk dari biasa (dan lebih lama)

4.sambil mandi (atau tunggu air masak sebab air panas takde,

sambil nak hafal balik terms2)

5.tengok movie half part je,

half lagi besok lah (tapi tengok jugak tu tak tahan)

6.buzz buzz orang lain.sebab bersikap keji

7.baru sedar nak telefon rumah or sms

pagi exam (dup dap)

1.mandi cepat2.gosok gigi cepat2

pakai baju mana yang paling atas skali

2.berdoa dengan penuh bersungguh2

3.sikit2 tengok jam sikit2 tengok jam

4.diam sepanjang perjalanan menuju ke hospital

sambil dalam iphone dengar abnormalities of heart sounds

instead dari dengar lagu Super Junior

5.tunggu bus jauh lebih awal dari biasa

awal gila sampai sempat kalo nak breakfast kat Subway dulu

6.sampai hospital cepat2 pakai medical coat/scrubs

stethoscope constantly kat leher sambil

muka sehabis skema

exam hall (dup dap dup dap)

1.pilih port paling senang nk usha orang.

sebaiknya orang sebelah menyebelah haruslah antara top scorer

making eye contact penuh bermakna

(semoga dapat tiru)

2.pen pensel liquid paper rabe (eraser) siap sedia

3.tengok jam tengok jam

4.doa yang dihafal semua dibaca

5.bila cekgu dah datang, nak bagitahu exam dah nak mula

peluh dah menitik2, heart rate rising

muka cyanosis, tangan ketar2 dan sejuk macam iceberg

dalam hati doa2 biarlah soalan senang or

memang dapat soalan yang paling banyak skali baca

kalo rasa tiba2 tak yakin, terus terpikir nak nazar puasa

6.teringat mak ayah adik kat rumah

tapi lebih ingat dulu zaman2 sekolah kena rotan kalo tak score

terus tiba2 jadi fokus

examination (dap dap dap dap)

1.dunia terasa sunyi.

2.kalo soalan 1 dah

tak boleh jawab mesti bertambah peluh cuak

2.kalo banyak soalan tak tahu, mesti rasa nak pegi toilet

samada nak kens or beri beri (pee-ing or shit-ing)

3.jeling2 sikit kiri kanan kot2 nampak

4.betul betulkan spec kaci clear sikit

5.kalo soalan smooth sailing je jawab,

senyum senyum kambing

kalo stuck tak tahu apa,

rasa macam nak bunuh diri tapi nak nanges dulu

pejam mata sambil perah otak bagi ingat

sambil dalam hati berdoa doa kot2 dapat hint hint

examination (oral and essay mode)

1.bagi senyuman semanis gula tebu kepada

yang tukang memeriksa kertas

2.memberi ucapan "zrahtuitie" (salam sejahtera)

supaya tampak yakin, berbudi bahasa dan bepekerti mulia

3.duduk dengan sopan sambil cepat2 oral kan balik apa yang ditulis dalm kertas

supaya cekgu ingat macam cemerlang gila cakap laju2

4.jangan bagi cekgu celah, kalo boleh biar nampak macam dah cover semua

maksud, etiology, pathogenesis, clinical symptoms,

mechanisms,causes,reasons,medications,differential diagnosis

lab analysis, semua semua lah

5.buat muka macam sungguh2 cari jawapan kalo tersekat tiba2

6.buat2 batuk kalo otak tiba2 stuck sebab nak buy time

and last, walau apa pon trick anda

berserahlah kepada-Nya

kadang2 kalo dah study gila2 pon,

kalo dah time2 tu tak ingat nak buat macamana kan

usaha penting, tawakal pon penting

jangan down (walaupon kalo fail balik nanges2 dalam bathtub)

everything happens for a reason

mebi ada kadang2 kita fail tapi besok lusa? who knows

bare dearest friends, God's delays does not mean God's denials

tipu lah kalo nak kata tak pernah fail

in fact, rasanya kalo buat medic perkara tu dah tersangat biasa

tak payah exam, test2 pon kadang2 berkali kali kena ulang

air mata,tekanan jiwa sentiasa ada, setiap masa

Things turn out best for those who

make the best of the way things turn out

okayy?

Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter.

Try again. Fail again. Fail better.

ok lah.ade paper neurology yang sangat ditakuti nanti

luck luck luck and work hard.

ps: dulu rasa macam dah pernah post video ni

tapi korang haruslah tengok ni.

budak2 Russia ni malas belajar tau.

budak2 Malaysia aje yang rajin.hi hi

and the journey continues

2010-06-08T02:51:00.004+03:00

whoah! whoah!

ibarat lemas diberi CPR

(atau nama yang ramai kurang tahu,Cardiopulmonary resuscitation)

begitulah yang dialami city bunny, 2x tahun (masih tak nak ngaku tua)

hari ini selepas setel 1 paper

1 paper nak kecoh kan?

paper horror ok mesti kecoh.

mungkin bagi orang lain exam therapy harini senang aje

tapi bagi diriku sungguh bagai hell one of a day

study week 4 hari yang lepas memang tak cukup

bagi la sebulan pon, tak kan cukup kalo ada laptop depan mata

"eh blogshop ni update baju baru. murah ni"

kan dah cakap.memang tak boleh ada laptop

susahnya rasa otak nak serap semua ilmu2 perubatan yang baca 1 case,

case lain tak ingat balik daahh, parah ni

cukup lah tadi cuak sebab ingat tak lepas MCQ

yang last 10 question nak tak nak terpaksa bertawakal

bila cakap " esho desSHIT minute " (lagi 10 minute)

mata dah berpinar-pinar, kabur kabur argh

pandang depan kiri kanan semua orang macam dah siap

demit demit grr

jadi dengan lafaz Bismilah, pejam mata

"tolonglah cukup2 makan pon takpe, kali ni je, kali ni je"

(baru rasa nyesal selalu terlepas subuh aish)

bukak mata kena terus tanda, ini petua

orang kata 1st instinct tu penting jadi pastikan masa bukak mata tu

kalo nampak A terus tanda A, pastu jangan ragu2

nanti curious, lagi satu bila ada jawapan "ALL ABOVE"

sumpah lagi curious nak jawab macamana. grr

orang lain hantar sebelom abes masa,

kenapa aku dari sejak sekolah lagi mesti

kalo dah waktu2 nazak baru nak siap

kalo subjek2 penting mesti tak sempat nak re-check

slow motion betol lah.eii eii

selesai MCQ ques, diaorang akan terus aje bagitahu sapa lepas or not

kalo setel 1st stage, 2nd stage mari

essay, oral , ECG and xray

penantian memang satu penyiksaan

berpeluh-peluh seram sejuk semua ada sebab risau kalo

yang ditawakal tadi tu tak membuahkan hasil

bukak buku nak study, satu apa pon dah tak masuk

pastu budak2 depan belakang duk sok sek sok sek

"u remember aa pathogenesis for glomerulonepritis?"

"how much should we give to atherosclerotic patients?"

"etiology untuk mitral stenosis apa tadi yeah?"

arghh,serabutnya dengar budak2 cemerlang ni berbincang argh

dahla lapar, sakit perut tiba2 plak.masalah betol la kalo dah time2 ni

beberapa minit abes 1st stage

nama2 yang lepas dipanggil untuk tampil kehadapan

aduhai, lemah longlai rasanya bila dia sebut satu persatu

tapi nama sendiri tak ada

sumpah time tu dah nak siap2 bag balik rumah jela terus

tadi yang konon2 nak gedik2 makan Papa John's

terus tukar plan nak makan meggi cendawan aje
tapi takpe lah kalo fail pon

lagipon kalo tak lepas boleh balik awal tido

(ayat nak sedapkan hati)

tapi God's gift is in His own way

tak tahu la tang soalan mana yang tawakal tadi yang menyelamatkan

tapi amazingly terlepas jugak dari plan tadi nak balik tido awal

fuh. nak story sebenarnya pasal oral and essay

tapi rasa sedih gila nak cerita sebab seriously

i didnt do as well as i expected

yela kan, gambar study dalam previous post macam

orang yang gigih gila

cuma, mungkin xray and ECG sangat banyak membantu

pandangan cekgu terhadap kertas essay yang tak lebih half tu

nak kata cekgu tu baek, muka pon dah boleh tachycardia

tapi kalo sendiri memang kurang pandai,

tak kan nak salahkan cekgu or soalan kan

terkebil kebil jugak mata cekgu tengok aku

buat muka macam kerut2 cari jawapan

(padahal tak tahu)

ok lah.tak kesah la k
i have more papers to go
hari ni je rehat kejap yea

ps: cuba cari gambar2 lama
jumpa gambar time 1st year.
oh sungguh budak. ;)

" kenapa tutup tv abang? "

2010-06-04T13:33:00.007+03:00

masalah budak city bunny ni

ialah bila dia nak start buat blog

dia macam tak boleh nak stop

(rhyme)

tapi kena sedar diri nak buat macamana exam isnin ni

semester dah abes, final dah tiba

setiap hari, semakin dekat nak jadi doctor buat diri rasa sangat horror

dah dewasa2 ni (tua tak boleh guna, sensetip)

kena la pandang masa hadapan sket

asyik2 nak shopping and malas aje pastu last2 minute baru nak huru hara

jangan nak nanges2 la cakap exam tak boleh jawab

pastu seboleh-bolehnya kalo call rumah nak cakap alih topik

"macamana study kak long?"

kak long yang sentiasa diharap-harapkan ni

suka shopping aje.itu aje part boleh diharap

kalo korang nk pegi shopping boleh la nak ajak teman

fuishh. pertanyaan tu bisa sungguh dong

ibarat di cucuk2 buluh perindu di hati (liver)

tahun ni dengan semangat nak balik raya

semangat nak jumpa sanak saudara

mebi korang2 semua ke?

(nak datang raya kat rumah boleh mintak alamat =p)

so penulisan blog ni terpaksa diberhentikan buat

SEMENTARA waktu

(which i seriously doubt)

banyak sangat post nak tulis.

pasal Saloma la, pastu ada story mori baru la

nak sok sek sok sek mengumpat umpatan sikit

memang uncountable nouns

tapi later la yeh. lepas dah exam setel ni

next month dah nak fly balik malaysia.hi hi

punya la panjang intro

jadi mintak maaf lagi skali sebab tak dapat nk penuhi hutang piutang semua

dekat formspring tu macam tak sanggup nak bukak inbox dah

pasti akan buat blog panjang lebar bagi penjelasan backup diri

jangan risau okay comel comel sekalian?

bagi mengakhiri post ni

tolong la tengok Nota Cinta short story ni

sungguhhh bagai di surga

wish me luck everyone.

i need it soo badly. haish haish

gonna miss everyone *love love*

ps : edit sket nak letak gmbar tunjuk rajin.hew hew

dalam banyak2 benda, sumpah tak tahu motif hippo tu
mungkin sekadar hiasan

thanks roomate!

crystal clear

2010-06-04T02:14:00.001+03:00

amaran keras : post ni sepatutnya dah lama dah publish
tapi macam tak nampak plak ada dalam draft
sorry la nak buat macam mana,rabun =p

..........................................
21 Mei 2010 (Jumaat)

yay! besok cuti, yay boleh update blog byk sikit kan

tapi malangnya, besok city bunny ni akan keluar city

besok kami (bunny, panda (ckin sebab mata dia selalu ada eyebag))

akan pegi ke dunia kristal Russia yaaaaaaaayyaayaya!

perjalanan yang akan memakan ngap ngap masa yang jauh

ibarat dari Alor Staq ke Kota Baru tu akan

memenatkan fizikal dan membosakan mental

jadi besok panda, ko buat mee goreng, telur mata lembu sebijik

jangan pecah tengah, aku xmo, pastu tepi kena garing2 mcmtu

bawak roti canai ke apa skali, popcorn jangan lupa

kita re-tengok Avatar dalam bus eh. hi hi

aku buat nasi goreng je (ko nak China ke USA?

makan otw balik, air bawak sendiri

tumbler dah hilang. mana cukup air sehari

kena minum 2 liter, 3 liter kalo pregnant.hi hi

(tengah cycle peds, biasalah nak tunjuk dalam kelas concentrate)

ok2.abaikan yang monolog dalaman tu.

tapi kan memang seyes best la pegi kilang kristal

seyes murah gila kot, gambar di bawah sila refer

satu set gelas ni ade 6, beli 1 set RM58 sahaja, sen takde

oh mai god kan, tak sampai RM10 satu i tell u

pure kristal kott. ketuk try, bunyi ting ting gitu.

kalo kaca lagi murah

yang ni satu 15 hinggit Malaysia

amazing gila kan

jangan terkejut kalo nanti dulang2 hantaran i semua kristal gitu

tapi hantaran je la yang bagi, dulang mintak balik nanti

so macam biasa every year Kelab UMNO luar negara edisi Moscow

(yang vice pres agak gila kuasa Winda, classmateku)

akan buat rutin tahunan kembara kilang kristal

kira ikut pintu belakang gakla cop tempat yang memang sangat2 terhad tu

pastu campur yuran kelab yang biasanya akan

dibayar time2 nak pegi kembara ni je

kalo tak selalu buat2 "eh bukan dah bayar ke"

(padahal tu yuran tahun lepas)

ok lah. cakap banyak2 pon tak best
yang best tengok gambar je kan
tungguu.

............................................................
23 Mei 2010 (Ahad)

arghhh.penat gilaa balik dari school trip
tido tak lena, makan kenyang sampai tak abes
perjalanan sangat lah bosan dan lama
grrr

destinasi ke kilang kristal yang septutnya sampai sebelum kul 12
dikecewakan apabila sampai dah pukul 1
macamana tak lambat, pakcik bus asyik2 berhenti minum tea
eii nak marah tak berapa nak reti speaking russian
tak marah sakit hati.eii

sepanjang berjam2 yang sangat membosankan tu
1/4 tido, 1/4 makan yang lain buat2 bodo
yang peliknya, bateri iphone tak abes pulak
bawak aje lecture notes memang dah tau tak kan study
saja nak berlakon jadi pelajar cemerlang sikit =p

sesampai aje kekami di tempat yang dinanti2
masing2 dah prepare nak serbu
memang frustrated gila sebab sampai lambat

sebab dari muka masing2 dah tau dah setiap

sorang ni memang cerewat kalo pilih barang

kami diberitahu yang kilang kristal tutup tengahari
so memang nak ke tak nak ke kena jugak bertindak ganas
aku and panda dah planning
apa nampak depan mata, bedal jangan pk dua kali
nanti dalam bus muka muncung tak sempat beli

so stop aje bus, rasa2nya kitaorg la paling laju yang lari
macam masuk amazing race plak tak sabar2 nak sampai checkpoint
memang dari azali kot, aku memang pantang bab2 shopping
tak kan penat, tak kan bosan, tak kan ada balance
selagi ade rezeki di tangan, selagi itu sila lah abeskan
( my fav quote =) )

jumlah yang abes, biarlah rahsia
alah membeli menang memakai
(ayat cover)

walaupon duit lebih banyak abes, tapi barang sikit aje tahun ni
balik dalam bus muka memang tak puas hati tak dapat borong
tapi teringat pulak handbag, baju yang beli tak pakai lagi
tag pon belum buang lagi

" isk, membazir aku ni, takpe tak nyesal tak nyesal "

monolog dalaman ala2 Saloma gitu

skip la part duit kurangg ni
meh kita tengok sipi2 barang yang berjaya di bawa pulang

set crystal glass ni serat ringgit

crystal vase ni RM25 aje. gila laaa

yang ni berapa tah. tak ingat dah

coloured crystal mahal sikit
lagipon yang ni beli kat kedai bukan kat pasar dia
tapi still murah lagi. RM90

english ceramic pon ada lah. kelass gitu
1 set RM40 aje. miaww

dan jeng jeng yang paling berat kena hangkut

crystal chandelier. wahaha
hambik sha nak letak sangat dalam bilik sendiri
ni wajib pasang dalam bilik sendiri
walaupon memang semua akan jeles sebab asal tak letak kat luar
takpe rumah dah banyak lampu. hew hew

ade la beberapa dikit lagi yang dibeli
tapi dah tak larat dah nak ambik gambar
sorry kualiti cam memang hancus sebab sedih camera takde
gambar gegar2 bukan sebab yang tukang ambik ada parkinson eh
sebab memang tangan tak stabil

korang nak tempahh?

isi la borang online yehh

yours truly;

serabut wehhh

2010-05-31T23:12:00.002+03:00

azam tahun ni sepatutnye lebih gigih menghapdate blog

tapi memang tak mampu nak laksanakan dengan jayanya

if u have free boring time, browse through my old posts

ull see that i used to blog in fully english

i started to blog in BM just recently

at times, rindu plak nak gedik2 speaking lagi =p

dulu, i blog just some personal stuffs

with no other expectations

basically, all my readers are my friends and my faithful few followers

then, some of them formspring me, requesting on

trying to be a lil bit more eastern

so i changed my blog look and blog posts

but it doesnt changed me at all

im still your average SHA

always!

dalam inbox formspring tu ada sangat

banyak soalan yang tak berjawab

2 reasons;

1. memang tak de masa nak jawab semua

if some of you have my fb, ull know i RARELY update

pinggan tu pon banyak lagi tak basuh, nak maid nak maid

2. do ask me stupid Qs i dont mind

tapi jangan tanya VERY inappropriate soalan boleh tak kawan2?

kalo delete rasa macam tak baek aje,

kalo nak jawab pon, macam tak patut?

sorryy (+__+) and plus

many asked me orang mana, sekolah mana

cina ke melayu ke? (well,i am all mixed up! =p)

udah ada yang punya ke? haha

FAV question of all - UMO BERAPA?

yang ni kena reveal lah sebab sangat goreng pisang panas

i am proudly 23 years old

yang lain2,macam ni la.kita deal

ill write a full long post about myself ala2 biodata gitu

thus, answering everything IF i dont have time to reply

okayyyy?

my semester will end on this week wednesday

lepas tu study week lepas tu exam week

the most hated period of the year

lepas tu practicals

so again, sorryyyy if i havent been able
to be blogging as much as usual

lepas ni, nak buat schedule post la

okay comel2 sekalian?

thanks everyone

sebelom nak tido ni, jom lah

usha vid yang erk tak nak komen

korang faham2 sendiri lah.

myocardial infarct macam ni Nik Aziz

merokok pada usia 2 TAHUN? fakta atau auta?

2010-05-28T21:59:00.002+03:00

well, i dont normally blog about current issues ke apa

unless it is connected to me

tapi my concern as an adult and a medical student

i found this very disturbing

Ardi Rizal, anak seorang penjual ikan, from Musi Banyuasin, Indonesia

start kenal rokok at the age of 18 months!

otai tak otai budak kecik ni, well now dah tak berapa nak kecik

currently at the age of 2 years old,

he needed to smoke 40 cigs a day

gila ni. which overall cost his family

around 3.78 euro sehari, so dalam RM15

mak dia cakap, dia akan mengamuk,

menjerit and hantuk2 kepala kat dinding

kalo tak dapat mengisap rokok dalam sehari.

rasa pening dan nak muntah

just to encourage this little toddler to stop smoking,

the officials even offered the family a car as a gift if he managed to quit

(which look impossible to do so)

ok lah.from my point of view

tak tahu la ayah jenis apa yang bagi sesuka hati je rokok kat budak ni

if kita biasanya pk budak sekolah rendah yang hisap rokok dah abes otai

dia ni kategori apa tak tahu nak classified

(rasanya dulu2 kecik2 time tadika

sorok2 lagi bawak botol susu gi sekolah)

rokok contains nicotine and obviously,

semua orang tahu nicotine is very addictive

from what i learn, cigarette smoked will

shortens lifespan by 11 minutes, each time you smoke

and most heavy smokers will die from tobacco related diseases

a women who is pregnant and smoking, may cause birth defects

and many mental or physical disabilities

here, most russian women and men smoke

dekat cardiac ward pon, berlambak yang hisap rokok macam takde masalah

tak sedar diri tu dah masuk ward dah pon

orang2 macam ni, rasa tak payah bagi ubat la.

how can we help people who refuse to help themselves?

(adekah dengan buat statement macamni aku akan jadi doktor yang keji?)

if 1 kills your 11 minutes,

berapa lama Ardi ni akan hidup?

raining in my hart

2010-05-27T19:40:00.002+03:00

im not feeling well today.

sorry kalo tak dapat nak memuaskan hati semua orang

nak buat post baru ke, or nak pegi tengok blog orang lain ke

segala yang hutang piutang tu akan dilangsaikan later on yeh!

semalam hujan dari awal pagi, berhenti jap, hujan balik

biasenya time hujan ni mesti sampai kelas lewat, tapi terawal pulak

pelik

minggu ni memang raining cats and dogs

arituh dah msuk spring, panas tak terhingga kejap

now hujan tak terhingga pulak

tak tahu la apa nasib payung2 aku kat sini semua tak tahan lama punya

eiii.setiap kali tukar season je nak kena beli baru

i like rainy days, tapi sekarang baru sedar

yang part like tu hanya boleh guna pakai

untuk hujan kat Malaysia ajee. hujan kat sini sejuk gigil2.

demam, kelas tak pegi, besok cekgu screw

dari pagi tadi sampai dah kul 8 lebih ni,

takde benda yang produktif sangat mampu dilaksanakan

study sikit, tertido.nak masak tak larat

air panas pulak off. memang saja nak buat orang naik angin la

air sejuk dia sumpah sejuk macam ais, macamana nak mandi

korang takpe la lahir sini kulit keras, ktorang orang asia ni tak tahan ok

agak2 r nak maintenance time2 ni. emosi tau tak

cukup la dengan heavy russian winter. tak larat dah la nak sejuk2

kulit kering terlampau. sikit2 nak kena beli lotion. lari budget weih

weather problems, water problems, study problems and love sickness

betul rasa nak clash kali ni. betul2 nak clash

blog post in pon tak produktif.

sorry =(

nak pegi sambung mengigil +_____+

lagi sorang menghadapi hari tua =p

2010-05-25T23:27:00.002+03:00

sorry sorry sorry

for those who asked,

minggu ni cycle busy sebab cekgu skema abes

dari awal kelas sampai abes kelas, tachycardia

tangan ketar-ketar takot kena screw

nak tertido takot cekgu spot nanti abes kena setel patient case

walaupon seat dalam kelas dah blind spot, tapi cekgu tu memang alert

haish haish.cepat la abes cycle.cepat laa

seperti yang dijanjikan,

birthday post pasal Fareez akan di hapdate jugak

Fareez terpaksa balik Malaysia lebih awal dari ktorg semua

atas sebab2 yang tak dapat dielakkan

selamat packing Fareez, sumpah aku jeles gila

tolong jangan buat status kat YM "sedang menguyah ayam KFC.lazatnyee"

kalo buat jugak, mungkin aku buat group "banned status Fareez" kat FB

harap maklum.

...

maaf kawan2. tak mampu nak tulis panjang2

ade lagi 22 page nak khatam.susah jugak la jadi pediatrician ni

cancel dalam list.saya nak bukak klinik "demam dan selesema sahaja"

senang sikit hidup

mari kita meratah-ratah gambar si Fareez yang telah dimamah usia

eh silap. ni Sha. tak di mamah lagi.hee

ni haa Fareez. nampak tak garis2 halus?
(beb, ko nak pakai tak anti ageing cream aku?)

Fareez is my childhood friend, tak chilhood sangat ah pon
hes my classmate when i was in form 2
months after i transferred from STF, Fareez came as the new boy
we werent close tho, since im more to very un-talkative back then
beberapa bulan kemudian, Fareez tukar sekolah lagi
and untill then, tak pernah2 jumpa lagi
sampai la masing2 menjejakkan kaki ke university

mula2, tak tahu plak ktorang satu sekolah
siap satu kelas lagi, hambik anti sosial gila.hee
setelah lama ktorang geng (time tu ktorg ni geng menari zapin =P)
baru la tahu Fareez ni siapakah gerangannya.

anyways Fareez, semua orang sedih je dowh ko takde dalam kelas
sebab kalo ada, boleh pau.hihi
Fareez ni single mingle, kaya berharta, berbudi bahasa
macam2 la.berbaloi-baloi.
(kena paksa.hehe)

sapa2 nak masuk line. boleh la isi borang online at
www(dot)pandanglahIfareez(dot)carijodoh(dot)com

panel hakim terdiri dari saya sendiri dan ckin
dan juru masa, roomate saya nadia

Happy Birthday yang ke *** bro,
terima kasih la selalu belanje kitorang.
nak belanje ko banyak2, list shopping aku tak settle lagi
nanti later bila aku kerja okeh.
pape pon,ko memang rawks.ye yeahh!

oh sempena birthday dude ni.
kami semua telah merancang suprise birthday party untuk dia
tapi tak suprise sangat sebab Fareez emosi kena tunggu lama
padahal ktorg tengah cuak kenapa krim kek tak lawa
tapi jadi jugak la berpicnik kat park depan hostel
walaupon, hujan gitu. aduhai

meh la kita usha gambar pulak.

kek pelangi yang eksotik i cakap u

birthday present.bagus Fareez ni, terus pakai

yang mata macam cyclops tu, yang tukang buat kek

yang ni side kick si buat kek. orang kuat ckin

yang ni, u all know la. yang tukang buat krim eksotik
nak hire model berketinggian sederhana ni tak?
email me.hihi

jongkang-jongkit

muka gila kuasa padang

remp-it my style

piwit. ckin bawak chikaro weih

i pon boleh bawak cakra laa.chikara

helmet takde.lesen takde.lampu moto pon takde

benda yang nak kate siput bab1 macam bukan
nak kate kuda laut atas darat
mungkin spesis baru, tapi benda ni memang hawt la kat sini
asal datang je, wajib ada gambar ngan beliau.

jeng jeng

tak boleh kalah.nak jugak gambar

meh la kita akhiri post ini dengan gambar perasan sendiri

G untuk gedik of the day.

sekian. nak study.
babai ~

Kasih Saloma : Episod 2

2010-05-23T21:20:00.003+03:00

Previously on Kasih Saloma :

Dia berjanji, siapa pun cintanya selepas ini, dia akan setia, dia tidak lagi akan melepaskan kekasihnya pergi, biar apa pun alasannya.

Akhirnya, apa yang dimimpikan menjadi nyata, ternyata Hashim juga mempunyai perasaan yang sama.Apa lagi, dah suka sama suka, couple lah mereka berdua.

Benar, Hashim bermain kayu tiga, tetapi apa yang lebih memeritkan Saloma, yang ketiga itu dia. Hashim rupa2nya telah berpunya.

Apa yang lebih menyakitkan hati Saloma, Hashim dengan terang terangan menunjukkan minat pada kawan Saloma

Andai Hashim buta melihat cinta Saloma terhadapnya, buta lagi bodoh Saloma kerana cintanya.

or read Kasih Saloma HERE

Pejam celik pejam celik pejam akhirnya tibalah masa Saloma kembali ke tanah air.Cuti semester yang sangat di tunggu2 Saloma hadir kini.Wahh,gembira bukan kepalang lagi Saloma sepanjang penerbangan pulang.Makan tak lalu,tidur pun tak lena mengingatkan kekasih hati yang akan menunggu di KLIA.Senyum dalam keperitan Saloma mengira detik demi detik, masa yang Saloma nanti apakah ada?

"Ladies and gentleman, a very warm welcome to Kuala Lumpur International Airport where the time here is just approaching 2pm Malaysian time. For safety precaution,please remains seated with your seat belt securely fasten until the aircraft is completely stop and the seat belt sign is switch off.On behalf of the entire team and the crew members,we would like to thank you for choosing our airlines.We wish you a pleasant stay in Kuala Lumpur and is looking forward to be seeing you very soon in the future.Thank you and a very good evening."

Itula dia yang di tunggu2 Saloma, itula dia arrival announcement yang Saloma inginkan.Berbelas- belas jam resah dan gelisah, akhirnya saat yang dinanti tiba jua.Bergegas-gegas Saloma mencalit lipgloss Body Shop dan terus mencapai hand luggage di head compartment.

Selesai menunggu luggage tiba, hati Saloma berdebar-debar.Seram sejuk rasanya nak bertemu jatung hati ulam pegaga.Yang setahun bagai berabad lamanya, yang setiap kalinya ibarat jatuh cinta kali pertama.

"Sayanggggg!!"

laung Saloma dari arrival hall

"sini, sini sayang. sini"

senyum seindah suria Saloma melambai-lambai sambil menolak troli berisi luggage yang penuh

"Hi"

balas Hashim ringkas, tapi penuh bermakna buat Saloma

"Lama tunggu tak sayang?"

"Boleh r"

"Emm.."

"Emm ape?"

"Takde pape lah"

Saloma mejawab sambil memerhati sekeling.

"Takde pon bunga, aishh"

getus Saloma sendiri.Tapi biarlah.mungkin Hashim lupa.

Ke toilet sudah, makan sudah,beli domestik flight tiket sudah,melepaskan rindu dendam, aje yang tak sudah.Wajah Hashim ditatapnya puas2.Beberapa jam yang diluangkan bersama hero hati tu dirasakan cukup sekejap.Saloma terpaksa pulang ke rumahnya di Johor malam itu juga.Ayam goreng KFC yang di take away itu terasa tawar,ibarat tak cukup rencahnya.

"Pinjam handphone sayang.heee"

tet tet tet bunyi handphone Hashim yang digeledah Saloma

"Cari apa awak ni, ish"

"Alaa.spot check ajeee"

Saloma membalas manja sambil tersengih
tet tet tet Saloma membuka folder demi folder
tet tet oh lagu baru
tet tet eh ade game baru
tet tet tet, tet tet kali ini muka Saloma berubah, merah

"Eh, gambar sape ni, siapa!"

Suara manja tadi tiba2 berubah marah.Kemas Saloma memegang hp Hashim, seperti nak genggam biar berderai.

"Siapa ni,cakap lah!"

Saloma mengulang, ada jernih air di matanya yang bakal mengalir laju.Sebak,Saloma tiba2 jadi keliru.

"Kawan lah.Apa awak ni tiba2 nak marah"

Kawan? kawan apa kalau bukan main posing manja lagi.Ibarat gambar2 mms Saloma aje gayanye, yang berbeza cuma siapa.Dia bukan Saloma, bukan adik Hashim bukan juga kawan Hashim yang dikenalinya.Saloma betul2 rasa kecewa.Hari yang dijangka akan terubat rindunya jadi huru hara.Saloma marah tak terhingga.Hashim lupa jawab endah tak endah saja.

Bahagia yang Saloma mimpikan itu akhirnya berubah menjadi disaster.Saloma menangis semahu-mahunya.Dia betul2 rasa sesak di dada.Kenapa Hashim berbuat sedemikian rupa.Kenapa!!

Saloma lantas bertindak gila.Luggage besar didalam bonet kereta Hashim itu ditarik keluar.Nampak urat2 halus tegang, namum tegang lagi gelora hatinya.Dia ingin memberontak.Bukan ini yang dijangkakannya.Sambil hujan basah baju Saloma dengan air mata, Saloma berjalan perlahan, dia tak tahu mana mahu dituju, tapi yang pastinya bukan di sini.tidak!

Hashim memujuk, tapi pujukannya tak lama.Beberapa langkah Saloma pergi, Hashim start kete, terus memecut laju meninggalkan parking KLIA.Dibiarnya Saloma sendiri, menangis sekuat hati.

Keji sungguh perbuataan Hashim, Saloma tak mampu berbuat apa2.Apa yang dia mampu, hanya melihat Hashim pergi.Dia betul2 buntu, tak tahu mana patut dituju.Ke kiri salah, ke kanan pun salah.Saloma takut.

Akhirnya Saloma mengambil keputusan mengcall Hashim,dia terpaksa, dia takut memikirkan dirinya yang sendirian menunggu flight pada esok hari.Bertubi-tubi Saloma menelepon Hashim, sikit pun tak diangkatnya.Hashim merejek call Saloma.Makin teruk Saloma menangis, makin basah baju Saloma dan makan ramai yang memandang.

Setelah berpuluh-puluh call Saloma direjek, akhirnya Hashim menjawab.

"Apa awak nak ni call banyak2 kali?!"

Makin hancur hati Saloma mendengarkan jawapan Hashim,ingin saja dia melempang Hashim kalau lelaki itu berada dihadapanya sekarang.Dahla meninggalkan Saloma, selama badak aje jawapnya.Sungguh mangkuk hanyun.

Setelah drama sebabak di KLIA, Saloma mengalah dan memaafkan Hashim sungguhpun Saloma ragu2 namun dia cuba mengendahkan perasan itu.Mungkin benar,mungkin dia hanya kawan.Mungkinkah?

2 minggu Saloma di rumah, Saloma mula rindu pada Hashim.Dia mahu bertemu Hashim lagi.Diajaknya Hashim ke JB tetapi Hashim memberi alasan dia busy, kelas dan assigments yang perlu disiapkan.Melihatkan sukar untuk Hashim turun Jb, Saloma plan untuk ke Penang,bertemu Hashim dan melawat Aisyah.

Pada mulanya ibu bapa Saloma melarang Saloma ke Penang, jauh kata mereka.biar Hashim saja yang datang bertemu Saloma.tapi Saloma bersungguh-sungguh menyakinkan orang tuanya yang Hashim sibuk.Weekends pun sibuk.Akhirnya ibu bapa Saloma membenarkan Saloma ke Penang walaupun berjela-jela syaratnya.Saloma akur,dia tak kesah apa yang terjadi selepas itu, yang pasti, dia terlalu merindui Hashim

Ketibaan Saloma disambut dengan Hashim dan Aisyah.biarpun Saloma sebenarnya tak suka,tapi dia cuba memaniskan muka.Dia juga merindui Aisyah.Aisyah kawan baik Saloma sejak dibangku sekolah, dan sepanjang dia mengenali Aisyah, dia menyakinkan dirinya yang berita buruk mengenai mereka berdua cuma kata2 dengki kawan2 Hashim.Tak kan kawan baiknya dan boyfriendnya sendiri tikam belakang.Mustahil!

"Saya tak dapat temankan awak makan malam.Ada kerja.Awak makan lah dengan Aisyah ke bungkus ke ok"

Sungguhpun Saloma sedih, tapi dia faham.Dia yang mengganggu Hashim.

"Pagi ini saya ade kelas lah.Aisyah ponteng kelas kan? awak pegi makan ngan dia lah ye"

Memang! memang sampai hati Hashim membiarkan Saloma begitu biarpun Saloma beriya-iya memujuk untuk datang berjumpa Hashim.Setahun yang bagi Saloma ibarat dipenjara rindu, sebulan cuti yang mahu di bebaskan dipandang tidak oleh Hashim.Dia sikit pun tak kisah tentang Saloma.Padahal bukan senang Saloma hendak datang, bukan dia tak tahu.

Petang itu akhirnya Hashim berjanji untuk membawa Saloma makan, tapi Aisyah pun di ajaknya.Sepanjang di dalam kete, Hashim tak putus2 berborak dengan Aisyah.Saloma, diam saja

"Betul ke uni kita nak buat program perkhemahan tu? bila yeh?"
"eh ,Zaim dah kapel dengan Zara ke? gila la tak tahu pon pasal ni.ape cer ni?"
"malam yang jumpa aritu, sape kawan yang teman Aisyah tu ye?"
"Dah abis ke pinjam nota arituh? dah siap study semua?"

Mencuka muka Saloma memandang luar tingkap.Berderau darahnya menahan perasaan.Ingin saja dia mensound Hashim tapi dia tak mahu memalukan Hashim di hadapan Aisyah.Dia hormat boyfriendnya itu dan dia sayang kawannya.Baik dikete mahupun ketika makan.Hashim tetap berperangai siot.Dia langsung tak mengendahkan Saloma.Mee goreng mamak yang diorder Saloma sikit pun tak selera dijamahnya.geram dia mengetap bibir melihatkan cara Hashim melayannya, lebih2 lagi apabila boyfriendnya melayan kawannya lebih dari dirinya sendiri.Malu, sungguh memalukan.

Malam itu Saloma menangis semahunya.Dia bergaduh dengan Hashim.Dia benci sikap Hashim,benci dengan perlakuan Hashim terhadapnya.Cukuplah Hashim menduga perasaanya.Dia mahu pulang!

"Saya nak balik JB besok jugak.biarlah saya tak duk sini lama2.saya benci"

"ok takpe.besok saya teman awak beli tiket bus"

To be continued..

Kasih Saloma episod 2 terpaksa dipendekkan

atas sebab2 yang tak dapat diperjelaskan

Tapi jangan lupa tunggu episod akan datang yeh.

Terima kasih kerana support Saloma.

Dia sangat2 menghargai komen2 anda semua.

ps: mintak maaf semua tak dapat nak post byk2 n cpt2
mmg terlampau byk keje lately ni.sorryyy.akan diganti nanti yeh!

kepada awak tu, tu

2010-05-21T19:02:00.001+03:00

ceritanya macamni

ada seorang tu cakap,

"awak, saya ni selalu datang blog awak, siap folo lagi

tapi awak tu, takde pon datang hari2, 2,3 hari baru nak visit

tak aci lah macam ni, tak adil la"

dear awak,

saya mintak maaf la ek kalo saya tak dapat nak visiting2 setiap hari

saya harap awak faham yang saya ni pelajar perubatan

betol tak tipu awak, walaupon saya ni kategori

student yang termalas nak pegi kelas and study

and pantang nampak chance je nak ponteng

(paling lewat sampai kelas, paling awal balik =p)

hidup sebenarnya still busy

hospital saya jauh awak, kadang2 tu sejam naik metro

baru nak sampai, mana nak tunggu bus lagi

nak jalan kaki lagi.

breakfast tak, lunch pon jarang

makan berat2 skali je sehari awak,yang lain roti or air

mana2 la yang sempat

balik penat2 tu, kena masak lagi

sini bukan malaysia, order sajee

sape la nak buat nasi lemak kalo bukan diri sendiri

kalo tiap2 hari makan luar, alamak memang pokai abes la

kalo kat malaysia RM10 dah mewah dengan nasi,ayam,sayur

air pon skali dalam pakej, sini mana dapat awak

nak tak nak, masak jugak, lagipon kalo tiap2 hari makan

McD, pancake, burger memang muak nak mati

awk faham kan

tu kalo hari masak, kalo hari penat gila

balik trus tido, sampai kadang2 tu, nak makan pon tak mampu

bangun dah pukul berapa, baru nak cari beras masak nasi

pastu baru teringat tadi balik kelas lupa nak basuh muka

lupa nak sembahyang, lupa nak mandi

terus cari katil, terus kroh kroh sampai malam hari

aduh, study macamana pulak?

i made a blog to say what i want people to know

about me, my surroundings and my life experiences

its my hobby, my passion, what i do on my free time

i do not, and i dont plan on making it a job

what im doing now is what that

will pay my bills, my monthly car instalment

my credit cards, my needing and wanting

in the future

i wanted to be a dedicated doctor,

and a part time blogger, which basically means

i write just for fun and hopefully, getting some benefits out of it

i am soo sorry if my post offended u,

just, i need u to understand my situation

thanks awak

yours truly,

sha ♥

minggu ni Pediatric cycle

mesti kena study.takde masa =(

awards lah

2010-05-21T16:17:00.002+03:00

sorry for the late posting

busy busy busy.

sebelom kita mengorak langkah majuk ke hadapan

meh kita setelkan apa yang perlu dulu

award ini datangnya dari clik clik

trimas cik izy. dia baru je sambut birthday 16 May yang lepas. wahh

Happy Birthday cik izy. saya ke awak kakak?heee

3 names in your message inbox

1.mr beby bear

2.mama mia

3. ckin beeline

your main ringtone

- kiss me through the phone -
sapa nyanyi? lupa dah.malas nk cari =p

what u did at 12 last night?

- study pediatric =(

who was the last person you went out with?where?

- ckin, pagi starlite nak lunch, tapi waffle abes.

the colour of t-shirt you're wearing now

- all black

the last thing you did

- membalas komen kt fb

3 of your everyday favourite items

- lappie, phonie and food (haha)

the colour of your bedroom

- warna pelangi

how much money in your wallet now?

- rahsiaa

how's life?

- penat, bosan ngantuk. meniti hari nak balikkkk!

your favourite song?

- bonamana - Super Junior!

what will you do next weekend?

- kilang crystal trip

when wast the last time you see your mum?

- september tahun lepas =(

where is she now?

- kat rumah kot, dah 2 minggu tak call.isk

when was the last time you talk to your parents?

- as above

who is the last person that talked with you last night?

- mr boyfriend

the last surprise you got?

- apetah.tak de orang nk surprise2 ni. =(

last thing you borrowed from your friend?

- tak ingat tak ingat

Who is your bf/gf/husband/wife?

- sini tekan boley

what do you feel right now?

- malas gila nak pegi dekanat

wanna share with who?

- simpan sendiri je.isk

who know your secret?

- my other half

they keep your secret?

- i guess

are you angry with someone?

- a bit

what do you order at Mc'D?

- fillet-o-fish je yg halal pon.waaa

The last time you feel so sad?

- this week mmg minggu sedih

tag?

alamak, takpe. i tag u all okeh!

2nd award datang dari tara
sini tekan

PENCIL yang besar

Menunjukkan kesenian yang begitu peka terhadap blog
anda dan mencerminkan sesuatu nilai penghasilan.

FILEM bergerak tanpa henti

Menunjukkan AWARD ini di FOWARD kepada
bloggerist yang betul-betul layak menerima.

LOGO bulat berkelip-kelip

jika di perhatikan betul-betul, ia adalah manusia

yang berkepalakan monitor komputer.

ini membawa maksud anda adalah seorang yang begitu

bijak menguasai dunia alam maya ke globalisasi.

trimas all.nak tag semua orang la yay!

SuJu, how could i not love u?

2010-05-19T13:18:00.006+03:00

My latest addiction.

Kalau 2,3 hari ni tak dapat nak update blog

put all the blame on SuJu for being sooo irresistible

ta boleh fokus laahh

kalo korang tak kenal SuJu, tolong la kenal kenalkan

tolonglahh

oppa, kalo u suke i, i terus kawin je. berhenti blajar pon takpe

tak keje pon takpe, tak buat apa2 pon xpe, kita miskin pon takpeee

tengok muka 24 jam pon dah kenyanggg

Super Junior kottttt. waaaaaa

Support SuJu ELF! here ♥

teaser, tunggu =p (edited)

2010-05-18T21:52:00.004+03:00

(perhatian : gambar ini adalah diri sendiri yang perasan,
bukan Fareez yeh.hehe)

kecik kecik dulu, impian nak jadi kaya

besar besar pon tetap nak jadi kaya.hee

jeng itu dia.teaser birthday Fareez

kawan dari sekolah menengah yang masuk uni sama2

kelas je tak sama.kan kan

walaupon birthday orang lain, tapi orang yang banyak masuk camera

mintak ampun la Fareez, sebagai cover balik rasa bersalah, nanti aku buat post

untuk kawan terbaek aku ah okay..

Fareez single uu, sapa nak? hee

(tak boleh letak gambar lagi, gimik2)

ps : gambar2 Fareez akan diupload kemudian. =p

oh oh kamu, kenapa kita terpaksa berpisah? (edited)

2010-05-18T19:57:00.002+03:00

oh jantung hati.dup dap.dup dap

sapa rindu nak dengar kesudahan
bee @ apple @ bumblebee @ u name him urself

(sorry la bee kt sini mmg pop star.byk nama2 samaran)

haa.kalo korang tak kenal siapa bee ni,
dari mana dia datang, asal usul keturunan bee ni

korang boleh berkenal kenal mesra dengan bee dengan tekan bawah

Hi, my name is Bee, i am a Russian cat, so i dont speak Malay.i gedik kan.hee

bee memang manja campur comel nak mati.
korang tengok je,korang nak mati

death note betol bee ni.dia suka gigit ekor sendiri,

nak buat macamana, kitorang tak mampu nak

beri bee pendidikan yang sempurna, nak ajar anatomy kang.

takot tak boleh nak catch up.tak pe bee,yang penting rupa

last post pasal si comel ni, ialah bila dimana bee telah dipaksa berpindah

kesian bee, controversial gile (exaggerate)

last2, akhirnya, bee dah selamat mendapat tempat tinggal yang selesa

fuh, semua momi2 angkat,tiri,kandung hepi bukan kepalang lagi

tapi

pang pang (bunyi guruh)

apakan daya, kita manusia hanya merancang,

tuhan yang menentukan

ibarat sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga, bee akhirnya mendapat bala kedua

oh my baby bee

NO PETS ALLOWED

The hostel administration has recently passed an order to all residents that all pets (regardless of type) must be removed from the hostel. All students are supposed to get rid of their pets by the end of next week.

However, RMSA has made an appeal to the dean on the pet owners behalf on the matter. The dean has directed us to inform all pet owners to see him to get a special permission to keep their pets, the latest, till the end of the semester so that they can bring their pets along to Malaysia, sell it outside the hostel or set it free.

All pet owners are to make their way to the dean to declare their pets and appeal to the dean as soon as possible.Take note that according to the official hostel rules, the raring of pets are not allowed. The situation was under wraps until recently because there were several complaints from people moving into the hostel particularly into rooms of pet owners.

TIDAKKKK.

betapa tak berperikeBEEnatangannya mereka ini

macamana kami semua nk melepaskan bee

setelah berabad kami semua bersama?

gimana? gimana??

disebabkan kami diberi masa sehingga summer ni untuk bersama bee

jadi momi2 telah memikirkan alternatif2 yang possible untuk bee

dari yang yang banyak2 possibilities tu, cara yang terbaik untuk bee

ialah BAWAK BEE BALIK MALAYSIA

untuk menjadikan semua itu realiti

bee perlukan pet passport

macam pasport momi jugak bee.

cumanya kenapa passport kucing lagi mahal dari orang

uwaaaa

tiket flight untuk bee, passport untuk bee

and syarat2 lain untuk bee

Get cat vaccinated for rabies and wait several weeks for antibodies to show up in blood
Get a rabies blood test (had to draw blood and send it to a special lab)
Wait SIX MONTHS quarantine for the cat to not die of rabies.
Get a European Union Pet Passport
Get some more shots 24 hours prior to leaving quarantine, and entering country

aduh bee.bikin bankrap momi2 gini dong

menurut sumber2 yang digoogle

bee memerlukan belanja lebih kurang 200euro = RM800

peringatan , passport sahaja

untuk flight tiket, depends on berat and size

so kalo betol bee akan travel musim panas ini

bee kena start diet gila2 sebab takde orang nk bayar mahal2.waa

aduh bee.sama mahal dengan handbag juicy couture ni bee

apalah nasib bee pulak kali ni?

tak kan nak lepaskannn

bee tak biasa hidup sendirian.waa

sapa nak derma untuk tabung Bumble Bee?

miawwwww~

ps: oh kepada yang mintak Kasih Saloma episod ke-2 tu

sabar ye, skrip dah ade, tunggu nak publish aje.bg suspens sikit laa.

thanks for supporting!

...............................................................

oh.ramai yang tanya sha,
" so result utk bee macamana?"
" bee balik malaysia ke tak?"
bee itu ini.

wahh.ramai peminat bee ni ek
jeles ni!
tak tahu lagi la kot bee macamana,
takot jugak kalo bawak balik malaysia bee tak tahan panas
hehehe
anyways, kepada sesiapa yang nak beri sumbangan untuk bee
boleh la ym sha, call or email me directly
or beri sumbangan berupa wang ringgit (usd, roubles atau euro)
cek berpalang, tunai atau wang pos pon diterima
akaun Maybank atau CIMB atau Paypal

ask me for details.hahaha
(seyes sha tak guna untuk shopping.seyes tak.)

Kasih Saloma

2010-05-16T22:40:00.002+03:00

mari kita ikuti kisah Kasih Saloma yang sedih ni

Saloma memerlukan bantuan kita rakan2.apa kata anda?

Saloma binti Mohamad (bukan nama sebenar) dan Hashim bin Mat (juga bukan nama sebenar) adalah pasangan kekasih romantis.Percintaan Saloma dan Hashim bukan baru, malah tersohor di serata benua.Pada penglihatan mata kasar, dua merpati sejoli ini lebih kurang ibarat couple of the year lah.Tapi di hati? siapalah yang tahu

Saloma yang selama ni terseksa jiwa raga akhirnya tampil kehadapan meminta pertolongan kita.
Dia yang dahulunya riang gembira kini muram durjana. (-___-).Semuanya gara2 hubungan Saloma dan Hashim

Al-kisahnya begini, Saloma mula mengenali Hashim dah lama.Hashim diperkenalkan oleh kawan baik Saloma ketika masing2 masih lagi muda remaja.Menurut kawan Saloma, Hashim ni baik orangnya, pandai dan kacak bergaya and bagaimana khabar,begitu lah rupanya. Bagi Saloma, Hashim begitu memikat hati, apatah lagi ketika itu Saloma baru sahaja clash.Kisah cinta Saloma dengan ex nya sangat memeritkan. Saloma melepaskan ex nya pergi atas dasar persahabatan.Sungguhpun cinta Saloma ketika itu sangat teguh, namun dia rela.

Mulia bagi Saloma, namun tidak bagi pihak ketiga. Persahabatan yang dibina bertahun-tahun musnah akibat persilihan faham, padahal Saloma bekorban demi yang dinamakan sahabat.Setelah membawa hati yang duka, dan friendship yang runtuh, Saloma nekad memulakan kehidupan yang baru. Dia berjanji, siapa pun cintanya selepas ini, dia akan setia, dia tidak lagi akan melepaskan kekasihnya pergi, biar apa pun alasannya.

Di saat itulah Hashim hadir dalam hidup Saloma,mengiburkan dan memberi Saloma sinar baru.
Setelah beberapa bulan berkawan, Saloma betul2 telah jatuh hati, namun bimbang bertepuk sebelah tangan, Saloma cuba berlagak cool tetapi memberi hint bertubi-tubi kepada Hashim.
Akhirnya, apa yang dimimpikan menjadi nyata, ternyata Hashim juga mempunyai perasaan yang sama.Apa lagi, dah suka sama suka, couple lah mereka berdua.

Pada awalnya, Hashim melayan Saloma cukup sempurna, bermesra dan bergurau senda, tetapi entah di mana silapnya, beberapa bulan selepas mereka bercouple, sikap Hashim mula berubah, kejap dilayan, kejap dibiarkan. Saloma runsing, namun diendahkan saja perasaan itu, baginya, Hashim mungkin sibuk dengan assignments, al maklumlah, student university, lagi-lagi Hashim ini pandai orangnya, antara top student jugak lah.

oh, lupa nak cakap, Saloma ni, biasa biasa saja, nak dikatakan lawa macam Kristen Kreuk tu, menipu sangat, berdosa i u, tak kuasaa.Dari segi-segi lain, Saloma sederhana,menuntut di Jepun (tempat sebenar terpaksa dirahsiakan) dalam bidang yang juga bukan calang-calang, tetapi dia bukanlah prom queen ke apa, jadi tidaklah sepopular mana. Namun begitu, ketika Saloma di bangku sekolah, dia boleh la dikatakan playgirl jugak la, tapi itu semua cerita lama, Saloma kini sudah berubah. Dia matang mengenal kaca dan permata.

Tapi itu bagi Saloma, tapi pada orang lain yang melihatnya?
Percintaan Saloma dan Hasim yang masih berhingus-hingus hijau itu nampak goyah. Semuanya gara2 sikap Hashim yang acuh tak acuh.Saloma tidak buta, begitu juga kawan baik Saloma. Bukan tidak pernah kawan baik Saloma menyuarakan rasa bimbang Saloma terhadapnya, malah dah berbuih mulut dia menasihati.Tapi benarlah kata, cinta itu buta, dan Saloma pilih untuk dibutakan. kalau dah sayang, semuanya indah bagai di surga. Penat lidah yang membebel, sakit mata yang memandang, kawan baik Saloma tahu, perit lagi hati yang merasa. Sungguhpun Saloma pendam, namun jelas di air muka nya dia derita dengan sikap Hashim. Hashim di Malaysia, Saloma jauh nun di sana, tapi Hashim sikit pun tak cuba untuk memahami Saloma. Kadang2 berjam-jam Saloma menunggu, Hashim buat dek aje.Bila Saloma call, suaranya seperti tidak gembira, bila Saloma berchatting, nak cepat2 saja Hashim offline.Adakah Hashim dah berubah?

"Ah, persetankan semua itu"

monolog Saloma.

"Aku yakin cintanya".

Setengah tahun menyulam cinta,akhirnya apa yang diragui Saloma selama ini, terjawab juga. Benar, Hashim bermain kayu tiga, tetapi apa yang lebih memeritkan Saloma, yang ketiga itu dia. Hashim rupa2nya telah berpunya. Sebelum Saloma, Hashim telah lama bercouple, malah, perkara ini pun diketahui apabila diberitahu madu Saloma. Aduh, bukan kepalang rasanya bagi Saloma, biarpun dia cuba menahan rasa, namun air mata Saloma jatuh jua, ketika itu Saloma di kelas. Masih jelas lagi di ingatan, kawan2 Saloma melihat dia menangis ketika kelas Physic. Lemah longai, pucat lesi muka Saloma. Bersungguh2 Saloma menjawab email dari madunya petang itu, siap direct call lagi ke Malaysia. Saloma cuak mempertahankan dirinya

"Sumpah demi Allah, saya tak tahu apa2. Saya tak tahu dia telah berpunya"

tersedu-sedu Saloma menyusun kata-kata.

"Dia kata, awak ini adik angkat saje, kenapa sudahnya menjadi perosak hubungan kami?"

marah madu Saloma.

"Betol awak saya tak tahu, katanya, awak ini kawan biasa2, percayalah"

balas Saloma bagai nak gila. Sedih, cukup sedih

Usai Saloma sujud pada Yang Esa, Saloma call Hashim petang itu juga, sikit pun, sikit pun Saloma tak meninggikan suara, dimintanya Hashim meluahkan semua, apa kebenarannya.

"Siapa yang bagitahu awak ni, awak percaya dia atau saya, boyfriend awak? kalau ye pon, bukan salah saya, awak dulu yang beriya2"

lantang, tegas, jelas Hasim berkata-kata seolah-olah tiada rasa bersalah sikit pun. Pang, pang - ibarat dipanah petir kilang sabung menyabung, Saloma rebah. Dia tahu, biarpun Hashim tidak mengaku, dia tidak bodoh, bukannya Saloma tak pernah bercouple, malah dia dah cukup masak dengan perangai lelaki, dia tahu, bila mana Hashim sebenarnya menipu.

Saloma buntu, dia sedar dia cuma jadi penghalang, lalu Saloma mengambil keputusan untuk sekali lagi rela mengalah. Mungkin ini balasan untuk dosa-dosanya menjadi playgirl dulu. Sebulan Saloma pergi, akhirnya dia suatu petang ketika Saloma sedang shopping groceries, Hashim sms

"Awak, awak tengah buat apa? em, saya rindu awak, maafkan saya?"

Hashim yang selama Saloma pergi menghilang diri langsung tidak menghalang tidak apa, tiba2 muncul kembali meminta kemaafan? lelaki jenis apa ini? menurut Saloma, kalau diikutkan hati, mau saja dimaki2 si Hashim ni, tapi Saloma cuba tenang.

"Awak nak apa lagi?"

tet, sms Hashim dibalas.

"Saya nak awak"

tet, sms masuk. Berderau darah Saloma, abes naik blood pressure semua. Baru sekarang Hashim mencari Saloma? apa yang selama ni Saloma dah mati ke pon?

Pujukan demi pujukan Hashim terhadap Saloma, katanya, dia menyesal menginggalkan Saloma tanpa khabar berita, dia perlukan masa, masa untuk memilih antara dua, dia mahu membuat pilihan yang tepat, yang benar yang pasti.

"Ah, dasar. apa kau pikir kau aje yang boleh buat pilihan? apa aku ini anak patung yang boleh kau permain-mainkan?"

getus Saloma tak puas hati. Namun di layankan aje si Hashim ini. Tapi benarlah, sekeras-keras kerak nasi, lembut juga kalau direndam semalaman, sepandai-pandai tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jua, begitu juga hati Saloma, dia lemah, dia akhirnya tewas. Tak sampai hati dia membiarkan Hashim memujuknya, dan dibuat endah tak endah. Dia bukan Hashim yang tiada belas kasihan, dia perempuan, yang terlalu mudah untuk di kalahkan dengan kata2.

"Kalau dia boleh menduakan saya, dia boleh menduakan awak jugak!"

biarpun dah diwarning oleh ex madu Saloma, Saloma tetap degil, dia percaya yang Hashim berhak mendapat peluang kedua, lagipun menurut Hashim, dia sayang pada Saloma, tapi dia telah bercouple. Dia takut Saloma pergi, tapi pada masa yang sama, dia tak sampai hati nak memutuskan hubungan pertamanya.

Termakan dengan kata2 manis Hashim, Saloma dan Hashim kembali bercinta, ya, benar, Hashim memunaikan janji-janjinya. Dia berubah, dia tidak lagi bersikap macam mangkuk hayun. Namun yang di sangkakan panas ke petang, akhirnya hujan di tengah hari. Menurut cerita, kerana bimbang Hashim curang, Saloma telah meminta tolong kawannya, Aisyah untuk menjadi spy. Aisyah dan Hashim 1 university, jadi senang r nak jadi spy. Huh, lain yang di harapkan, lain yang terjadi. Hashim telah mengatal dengan Aisyah. tak sudah2 dengan kisah silamnya, Hashim membuka buku baru. Apa yang lebih menyakitkan hati Saloma, Hashim dengan terang terangan menunjukkan minat pada kawan Saloma, bahkan, Hashim berani memuji-muji kawan Saloma di dalam sms

"eee.comel sungguh kawan awak ni, manis aje"
"malam tadi saya bawak Aisyah keluar makan burger, lupa nak cakap"
"besok Aisyah ade persembahan nasyid, tak sabar saya nk tengok"
"awak, kalau saya suka Aisyah, tak nak awak lah, boleh tak? haha.bergurau "

amboi, bergurau lah sangat, kalau benar lah Hashim ni bergurau, dia memang tak reti bahasa. Walaupun sebenarnya hati Saloma marah, tapi Saloma bersikap profesional, dia tenang, dia tak mengamuk. Baginya, Hashim cuma berlawak secara kasar, tapi dia setia. Or atau sebenarnya Saloma cuma menipu diri sendiri?

Banyak yang di ceritakan Saloma yang boleh buat hot kat sini, tapi biarlah tak payah story lah.Kalau dibukukan, memang lagi tebal dari novel Ombak Rindu. Ketabahan Saloma menahan segala sikap sakit hati Hashim memang boleh dibanggakan. Biarpun sakit hatinya tak terhingga, dia masih lagi melayan Hashim ibarat minyak yang ditatang penuh. Tak sedikit pun kebajikan Hashim tidak diabaikannya, dia cuba sedaya upaya menjadi girlfriend yang terbaik untuk Hashim, dia jauh, dialah yang setiap hari menelepon Hashim di Malaysia, kerana masa berbeda, dialah yang berjaga malam menunggu Hashim online, bila Hashim sibuk, dia mengofferkan diri membantu Hashim, baik assignment, baik essay, semua dibantunya. Saloma cuba sedaya upaya memenuhi keperluan Hashim sungguhpun ini bermakna dia terpaksa membelakangi dirinya sendiri. Suci sungguh kasih Saloma, suci dalam debu.

Andai Hashim buta melihat cinta Saloma terhadapnya, buta lagi bodoh Saloma kerana cintanya.Bukan tidak ada khabar2 angin mengenai betapa rapatnya Hashim dan Aisyah, malah siap direpot2 lagi oleh kawan Hashim mengenai keakraban mereka berdua, kerana kesian melihat Saloma menderita, sedangkan Hashim bersuka ria. Datanglah seribu apa pun berita, semuanya ditepis oleh Saloma, dia tidak mahu percaya, dia tidak mahu tahu yang Hashim itu sanggup berbuat sedemikian rupa. Betapa dalamnya cinta Saloma terhadap Hashim, dia percaya yang semua itu kata2 dusta. dia kenal Hashim, bukan mereka semua. Pedulikan!

Oklah.besok ada kelas awal pagi so kena sambung besok.

siapa Saloma ni? fiksen ke fakta?

kita ikuti Kisah Saloma siri kedua okayy

ps: siapa2 yang tahu tu, diam2 sudey. tunggu kesudahannya dulu

pps : kepada yang folo ke singgah2 blogwalking tu, later i go see2 u all ok

like i said, semua akan divisit sama rata, 2-3 hari ni tersangatlah busy.

sorryyyy

nite ~

sejarah 12 Mei, 24 tahun lepas

2010-05-14T20:41:00.000+03:00

2 days late, and im sorry

bismillah ~

sayang yang kasihnya tiada berbelah bagi,

saat ketika masa, 24 tahun yang lepas

ibu ayah rasa indah

tapi hari ini, aku yang terasa ibarat tiada cela

berdiri di sebalik kekasih yang cukup sempurna

terima kasih tuhan,

untuk adam yang sederhana segala

yang menjadi bahagia dan derita

yang menjadi buruk dan elok

yang setiapnya aku terima,sampai bila bila

terima kasih sayang,

untuk cahaya ketika senja

untuk segala baris cinta

untuk teman di firdaus surga

terima kasih untuk hari kelmarin, kini dan nanti

risau kalau di akhir hari aku tak berlari lagi

bimbang kalau esok pagi kau telah pergi

resah kalau yang dijanji tak setinggi

selamat hari lahir kekasih hati

tolonglah,cintai aku sampai mati

L.O.V.E