cepat abes weyhhh

do u know how to survive medical course here in Russia?

1. Medical knowledge.
2. Russian language.
3. A ZILLION OF LUCK

got them?

welcome, future doctors
graduation is on summer

.......

well, a good doctor once said to me

1) Medical knowledge is an intrinsic right, NOT a commodity to sell.
2) Learning medicine should be a JOY, not an ordeal.
3) Everybody learns according to their own best style.
4) The Hippocratic oath issues of patient privacy,
compassion, and FREE sharing of knowledge have to be honored.
5) Medical schools have to be in sync with board exams,
or one of them has to be abolished.
6) Medicine is too important to be tainted by corporate profiteering,
government bungling, deceitful politics, or personal egos.
7) Exam and grade anxieties are the CANCERS of medical education.
If your school admitted students which they feel need to be whipped,
the SCHOOL has failed, not YOU!
If you claim you NEED to be pushed, I do not want you as my doctor.

i want to be a good doctor
i want to make sure every patient i treat one day
will be much more happier and healthier
so if i dont get lucky
then its ok lah,
whats important is
my head is full with medical knowledge
that will help me in being a dedicated doctor

end of the story.
one more to go
and let me have my summer holidays!!!

i am so stupid, but i dont care

ok.this is it
today is it

never in my life, i am this stressful
i hurt myself yesterday
now, i feel like killing my own self for real

for everything ive done
all i get back in return is broken hearted and nothingness
no one, no one ever try hard enough
no one, but me all along!

i dont want to be me anymore
i am so tired living my life

goodbye

i am so f up
this is not my climb
never will!

yang telah pergi

1st of all.

do not ask me about my exam
please.
thank you.

....

korang kenal tak CJ7?
kenal? awak baju biru? awak tepi kolam?
kenal?

kalo tak, sila lah tengok CJ7
best story dia, seyes sedih
1st time aku tengok benda ni dalam flight, tapi sebab dah nak landing
so tak abis pulak (other hours r for sleeping =p)
then balik rumah, nasib baik kat astro ada
tak kempunan la sangat kan
then tup tup pakcik aku pulak beli satu DVD dia
memang lebam ah tiap2 hari teman adik aku tengok CJ

tapi takpe, aku pon memang fanatik CJ
disebabkan adik aku memang berazam nak selamatkan CJ ni dr pupus
so abang dia belikan la CJ kecik ni nak
letak kat handphone nokia xpress music 5320
(hebat kan budak2 sekarang, baru masuk darjah 6 kot. baligh pon belom)

tapi azam adik aku tu hanya sementara
biasa la kan, dulu sedih bukan main
CJ, CJ sampai ngigau malam
then besok, tak macho pulak
lelaki, entah pape

so jadi la aku pulak tuan baru CJ ni
aku inherited CJ ni and jaga dia macam anak kucing aku sendiri
nak bela kucing real, macam2 alasan papa
(malas nak gado, balik ni aku kutip je kucing mana2.tengok la)
so jadi la CJ ni, CJ Junior sha
(Junior, tiru SuJu sket)

banyak kenangan aku dengan CJJ ni
kemana aku bawak handphone aku
ke situ la CJJ akan mengekori
siang malam, subuh mahupun isyak
CJJ tak pernah lekang dalam menerangi hidup aku
dengan senyuman comelnya

ingat tak CJJ, time mummy baling handphone
CJJ terhantuk kepala kat tepi bucu meja,
lagi 2 cm nak masuk tong sampah?
CJJ ingat tak bila mummy kuar dengan kakak Farah Diba Mohd Radzi
malam tu mummy lupa nak masukkan CJJ dalam poket?
CJJ merajuk sebab malam tu hujan, CJJ basah kuyup kan?
CJJ ingat lagi tak time CJJ hilang
mummy macam gila cari CJJ, tepi tangga la
tepi tv la, dalam mangkuk toilet pon cari
rupa2nya CJJ jatuh time mummy masuk kereta
nasib baik CJJ tak kena crush dengan tayar kereta
tapi lagi terok kan kepala CJJ terkepit celah pintu kan?
kan mummy risau gila, terus buat CPR sebab mummy tengok CJJ tak bernafas
tapi CJJ tetap tenang senyum je memanjang,CJJ tak marah mummy pon kan

CJJ, mummy dah banyak bersalah dengan CJJ
mummy buang CJJ ibarat sepah dah abis guna
bila mummy tukar CJJ dengan handphone chain baru
mummy letak CJJ dengan thumbdrive 4gb mummy
mummy salah sangat2 buat CJJ macam tu.
now CJJ dah pergi,
mummy rasa menyesal sangat

pulang la CJJ
pulanglaahh
uwaaaa

CJJ, in memory
23.7.08- 23.6.09
cause of death : bunuh diri di tali gantung
probably, heart failure

inspiration : poskad free yang dibedal dari entah kedai apa
lebih kurang 3 tahun yang lepas

a custom design keranda for him
(ala, kata jela ko nak tunjuk ko pakai spec guess kan)

CJJ, testing kalo2 tak muat.
he requested for a blue blanket with him

CJJ selepas dikapankan
still smiling, berkat aku ajar selalu ambik wuduk
(mood sedih, kualiti gambar terganggu)

CJJ selepas di tutup litup
uwaaa
(ala, kata la ko nak tunjuk ko pakai VAIO kan)

uwaa. dia telah pergi meninggalkan kita
mummy buat colourful tu
sebab CJJ suka biru and hijau kan

marilah kita sama2 mendoakan yang terbaik buat CJ Junior
i love u CJJ,
im gonna miss u soooo much

grief**

ps: ye, aku memang takde keje
aku tensen, stress and ditinggalkn

my life sucks

happy birthday daddy!!

weyh.

besok surgery kot sha
baca la bukuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

arghhh!

ps : hopping around on other blogs instead of studying.
isk

today is my daddy's birthday
happy birthday papa
(kak long lupa yang ke-?)

im such a bad daughter
anyways, i love u dad!

uwaa

(click on the pic. the ayam butt is my room key)

i am not happy!!

daddy

(oh, please ignore my brother. dia memang suka buat kembang hidung)

i dont say this often
i dont show this always
i might not be perfect as ur little girl
i might not be as good as any wonderful daughters

but i know this well

i love u daddy, for as long as i live
thank you for giving me, my life

HAPPY FATHERS DAY, PAPA

tribute to u, my suju

people who knows me, knows
that i never was a group fanatic
be it a girls group, be it boy bands
never. i like peterpan once
because of their lyrics and musics
but never, on the crazy side

but all of that changed now
i officially called myself
a SUPER JUNIOR CRAZY FANNN
arghh. i can watch their MV days and nights
i can listen to their songs, repeatedly
i can even re-watch their variety shows, for the zillions times

why they really took my breath away?

let me tell you why

because they r sooo amazingly adorable



because they r soooo freaking hawt



because they r sooooo full with cuteness



because they r soooo funny with randomness



because they r soooo variously talented



because they r sooo awesomely cool



because my HEE CHUL OPPA is always like this =p



if u think SUPER JUNIOR is such a heartthrob
then u r automatically my best friends

oh.u think so? welcome new friends!